I REFUSE TO FIGHT ANYMORE. For several weeks now, I've been fighting. I've been fighting for our friendship. However, no matter what I do, I seem to be losing. Whenever I feel as if I'm going to buckle down because of the pressure, the thought that somehow maybe you are fighting for us too kept me going. But weeks have passed, I haven't heard from you. Somehow I finally realized that I was the only one fighting. I was doing everything I could possibly can for someone who was and never will be mine.