Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Just a thought...

Find someone who wants to kiss your lips everyday... Who lifts and hug you when your jealous... Who patiently keep silent when your mad... Who fixes your hair just to see your face... And the one wants to have lunch with you with his family... The one who shares his drink with you... Who squizes your hand together when you squiz his... And the one who will cut work just to have a date with you...


Find someone who plans and imagine his future with you 40 years from now... And when you find him...


NEVER LET GO.

I've been busy...

Ever since I started at the JUN ESCARIO Exhibit I've been very busy... No time for party because either I'm so tired or too busy to even write.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Just a thought... A Real One...

In life you might feel tired of fighting for the same reason everyday, you may feel that everyone is moving so fast leaving you far behind and you may feel that there is no point of moving on... There is no certainty in life, Its not how fast you get there, its on how you play the game.


Put in mind that, at times its better to be like a turtle who patiently moves and enjoys every step of the way. Rather than a rabbit who runs so fast and missing every simple single detail in life.

My thoughts about yesterday...

  • ... There will be days when you get home from a party and forget what the fun was about...
  • ... Or have a long intimate conversation... Yet feel there are still words left unsaid...
  • ... Or embrace your special someone... yet never have the strength to say you care so much...
  • ... Life tells us that happiness is never absolute...
  • ... So while it's still there... Seize the moment... Because it may never come again...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Just a Thought from Yesterday...

" Live your life with so much love in your heart that if by mistake, you were sent to hell, the devil himself would deliver you up to paradise. "

Monday, January 22, 2007

Fabtabulous Fierce Shu Eumura Lashes...


Just another thought...

  • A long life may not be good enough, but a good life is good enough.
  • All truth is good, not all truth is good to say.
  • Anger is just one little short of danger.
  • Beggars cannot be choosers.
  • Even your ten fingers are un-equal.
  • To handle yourself, use your head. To handle others, use your heart.
  • Revenge gets you even without your enemy. Forgiving him put you above him.
  • It's better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and prove it.

I Went to Tagaytay this Morning...




I went to tagaytay today to see how the business is going... 1st I we went to the city hall to renew our business permit... But unfortunately we have to go back again on thursday because Gigi, our maid forgot to load the rest of the at the car.... Grrrrr....
After lunch we have to go back to manila because we also have to meet with my Uncle Paul to go shopping... But when we came back from our trip Uncle Paul decided not to go out because of Aunt Jane... :o( I felt bad for Aunt Jane because she could'nt walk because her wound was soar... I hope she gets well soon so she can enjoy her stay here.
My Fitting tonight was cancelled for tomorrow between 4-5pm. Plus I have to call my friend Jun to give him something... Gosh this week Im going to be a little hectic since my appointment tonight was moved tomorrow afternoon.

Where I used to be...






This is where I used to stay... two years ago I was actually working and living here at the same time.

Today's Trip...







Sunday, January 21, 2007

Sunday is Family day...
















The kids were here today as well as my Brother Walter, Rina, and Uncle Paul and his family we had dinner and drinks. I was actually crashing and feeling a little tired from last nights event. But you know what... I'm not really a family person since I was always away. It felt nice in a way that it feels good to be home.

Last Nights Party...

The Party night was really fabtabulous... Visual Overload it was all lights and laser show. Its was super packed. It was super fun! I partied with Henry, Jhon, Jojo and his boyfriend Ian, Charles, Bam, and Mark and John... I stayed up to the after hours everybody was really tweeking...


I met someone last night... His name is Red, he's nice he was dancing with me the whole time... He's an engineer who really dances really well... Next event will be Foreplay together with Guys4Men.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

And he said I'm Finnicky....


I had dinner with Mom, Uncle Peter, Uncle Paul, and Chris at Tempura Grill. My brother came after dinner... We had coffee at Figaro it was fun.


Chris said I'm "FINNICKY"!
What the hell is finnicky... Is that a word??? I asked my Uncle Paul what it means... He said it means Picky, or Choosy.... How rrrude?!.. Am I that? Is their something wrong with knowing what you like? Hmmmmm


I invited Chris and Harvey to go to Government tonight for the Visual Overload a Pink Saturday Event at the club, but unfortunately Chris was too tired to go. Oh well I guess I'll just ask someone else to fill in their slot for v. i. p....


Got to run have to be in the club before 1am. See you...

There here finally...




Oh my gosh... Chris really got big... I came to see them yesterday at the Manila Pavilion. We had cocktails and dinner in a chinese restaurant. It was so much fun... I really missed chatting with my Aunt Jane and my Uncle Paul.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Just another thought...

Life is pretty simple. When your asking for apples and life hands you lemons, make a lemonade. If your on your way out and it starts to rain at least you dont have to water the plants anymore. Its a matter of seeing things and perspectives.
The benifit may not be immediate or obvious, but you have to know this for sure: There will be problems, there will be struggles. Have faith. Enjoy life. Take it easy. If today your picking up the grapes, tomorrow you'll be drinking the wine.


An Annoying Morning...

My Mom woke me up 9:00 in the morning saying that my Uncle Paul together with his family has already arrived and waiting for me at the Manila Pavilion. 10:15 I arrived fresh at the hotel... I immediately called their room, no one was answering. After 15 minutes I called again... No one was still answering... I called every 15 minutes and already so full and shaking from drinking coffee at the lobby lounge. 11:45am I called no one was still answering so I've decided to just leave and left a message at the front desk. Grrrr was so excited to see Chris... i guess its not really the time to see him...


Tonight I'm going to government to attend the birthday BLOW of Jhon Ugayon and Carlo Crisostomo old friends of mine... Happy Birthday Guys... See you Later!!!!

This Evening...



My Mom and I met up again at the Water Front Hotel at Manila Pavilion, to meet up with her brother Paul and his wife Jane and son Chris, who are visiting from Florida and will be staying for a while.
I remember when I was still a 13 year old "girl". My brother and I went to Florida to visit them, Paul Jr., Chris and David was the guys we're always with... and actually fooled around with....
The very last time I saw and even spoke was 1995 When I visited a friend at Florida. He was actually in the U. S. Airforce.
Since it's his first time to visit us here in the Philippines Im not even sure what he looks like since I have'nt seen him in a gazillion years. I'll cross the river when I get there...

A luncheon with my Mom...



Today I had lunch with my Mom and her boyfriend. Since we dont really see much of each other as often as we used to, She decided to take me out to lunch with her Honey...
Well I needed to ask her Honey a favor since every job that I applied to says that Im over qualified. I guess i needed a strong person to back me up on the hotels I'm applying for.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Just another thought...















  • With love, we learn sacrifice. We become unselfish. We learn how it feels to fall and get hurt. Then we strive to get back on our feet and move on. life does not end where heatache begins! Its true that there is life in love... But there is also life even after loosing love...


  • There's no such thing as a grown-up... We move on, we move away from our families and form our own... But the basic insecurities, the basic fears, and all those old wounds just grow up with us... We get bigger, we get taller, we get older... But, for the most part, we're still a bunch of kids, running around the playground, trying desperately to fit in...


  • Dont let anyone ever promise you that they wont hurt you... Because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is that the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.


These are just my just my thoughts for today....

Crashing Monday's





I forgot to drink my "Profunda Impiriar" my anti-crash gel caps because I was so eager to take a sleep last night since I parteeed with my best friends yesterday...


Today I spent the whole day crying over CNN, The National Geographic, filipino movie "Ama, Ina, Anak" (Father, Mother, Child). Actually the last movie made a big impact on my depression. It was a story about this married couple that couldn't have a baby... Then they both decided to adopt an orphan. As the child was growing up... Her Mother and Father decided to do it again... But this time, the couple succeeded and had a real child of their own... Eventually the father got super paranoid that he was thinking that the adopted child was hurting his real son out of jealousy... But the adopted daughter did not really do anything bad but was just trying to help.



Eventually the father was furious about the miss understanding between him and his adopted daughter. He then told his wife that since he's the man of the house... He will decide upon the course of action on what happened to his son. He decided to send the adopted daughter to the brother of the wife.


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Im ok now but a bit emotional... I will let this pass... But next time, their's going to be a lot of reading... You know what I mean?! Grrrr... Im off to tagaytay tomorrow to just spend my time detoxifying all the drugs I injested. I just think I need it to relax and breathe clean air... Dont worry I'll still keep you posted. Who knows you might see me this saturday. nytie...

Pictures from Yesterdays Funtabilous Sunday's @ Ric's...














































Sunday, January 14, 2007

Just got home from Ric's...

Well it was another fun weekend at Ric's. The people that I love are all there. Ric, Mamita, David, Christine, Aaron, and Ms. Super Model Diva Angelo. Oh and I was with Nico as well. I got there around 6:00am and just got home just now. It really feels good to be with people you care about so much...... I'm actually feeling the emotion pill I drank this afternoon, it is just now that its taking its toll.... Oh my Gosh this is not happening..... I'm starting to hallucinate. I'm seeing fairy's. Little white lights on the side of my eyes. Well I think I need to retire. I am rolling like crazy with visuals that I can explain...

Rommel, Sometimes friends are separated by priorities, by distance, by differences and pride... But no matter how far and different we are I'll always be the friend you've known from the start. Good night... xoxo

No where to go but my room...







I went to government last night grabbed a couple of tabs and parteeed with my good friends I was with Carlo... 1st we had a pitcher of this drink "Babaeng Bakla" then when government was already picking up. We parteeed the night away.... We left at 5:30 am it was still packed but the problem was there were no in houses else where not even at rics... so I've decided to have it at home... Marco was soooooo waisted and took a picture of him Bwahahahahahahaha.....


Tonight.... another night at government... see you soon....














Friday, January 12, 2007

It doesn't feel like friday...

Why do I feel like its not friday... Carlo called me earlier asking me if im going to Government tonight. He was surprised when I asked him why?... Frankly there's an event tomorrow at Gov... Its the laser event.

So What do you think? Should I go or not...

Just a thought... A real one...


There is nothing wrong in loving someone...


You may be able to bear the pain when love begins to hurt, and when it hurts, you may still be able to give even more.


You may be even able to love till it hurts no more. But what good does it bring you when the person you love shows no respect for what you feel and makes lame excuses for his inability to love you back.


Love isn't love till you give it away...


But love will only have life when it is shared by people who believes in its meaning.

A Weird Day ...


Today I woke up really late... Took a bath and went to Roxas blvd. to apply at G hotel... this new hotel by Water Front. I hope I get that job Im really praying for that...