Saturday, March 31, 2007
As I woke up today...
Some things are beyond planning. And life doesn't always turn out as planned. You don't plan for a broken heart. You don't plan for a failed marriage. You don't plan for an adulterous husband. You don't plan for an autistic child. You don't plan for spinsterhood. You don't plan for a lump in your under arm.
You plan to be young forever. You plan to climb the corporate ladder. You plan to be rich and powerful. You plan to be acclaimed and successful. You plan to conquer the universe. You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.
You don't plan to be sad. You don't plan to be hurt. You don't plan to be broken. You don't plan to be betrayed. You don't plan to be alone in this world. You plan to be happy. You don't plan to be shattered.
Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want. But most times, what you want and what you get are two different things. We, mortals, plan. But so does God in the heavens. Sometimes, it is difficult to understand God's plans- especially when His plans are not in consonance with ours. Often, when God sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger. True, we cannot choose the cross that God wishes us to carry but we can carry that cross with courage, knowing that God will never abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with. Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul. Sometimes, He break our heart to make us whole. Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger. Sometimes, God sends us failure so we can be humble. Sometimes Godsends us illness so we can take better care of our selves. Sometimes, God takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.
Make plans but understand that we live by God's grace. Growing up we get dismayed by there allocation that we could not get everything we want. Growing old, we should be delighted by the realization that although we can't have everything we want, we can want everything we have. "God will either give you what you want or far better than what you wished.
Keep on praying ... But be thankful that His answers are always wiser than your prayers."
You plan to be young forever. You plan to climb the corporate ladder. You plan to be rich and powerful. You plan to be acclaimed and successful. You plan to conquer the universe. You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.
You don't plan to be sad. You don't plan to be hurt. You don't plan to be broken. You don't plan to be betrayed. You don't plan to be alone in this world. You plan to be happy. You don't plan to be shattered.
Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want. But most times, what you want and what you get are two different things. We, mortals, plan. But so does God in the heavens. Sometimes, it is difficult to understand God's plans- especially when His plans are not in consonance with ours. Often, when God sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger. True, we cannot choose the cross that God wishes us to carry but we can carry that cross with courage, knowing that God will never abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with. Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul. Sometimes, He break our heart to make us whole. Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger. Sometimes, God sends us failure so we can be humble. Sometimes Godsends us illness so we can take better care of our selves. Sometimes, God takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything He gave us.
Make plans but understand that we live by God's grace. Growing up we get dismayed by there allocation that we could not get everything we want. Growing old, we should be delighted by the realization that although we can't have everything we want, we can want everything we have. "God will either give you what you want or far better than what you wished.
Keep on praying ... But be thankful that His answers are always wiser than your prayers."
A Red Dream...
Last night before sleeping, Red called asking me where I was? I was home and didn't feel like going out because I really needed to rest since my muscles are hurting again. Anyway he was asking about Stacy to party with him because he's with this boy that he met a month ago at Gov. Tramp! Stacy as a really good friend of ours that we always meet at Government. Unfortunately I don't know where she is. hahahaha.
I fell asleep right away after that call... During that not so deep sleep. I dreamt about Red. It was like, I was riding with him going to Gov with all of my belongings for an event. We went to a place that looks like a vacant complex with a lamp post and beside it is an old mint green apartment building, where another friend of mine was standing waiting impatiently. We both walked over to him. Oh my gosh it was "Leo Posadas!" He was bragging about something but then Red was acting some what with disbelief of what Leo was saying. He looked at me and I said I went out of my way just to let you know... Then Leo said "He's not worth it!".
We then went to this old empty garage in the same complex, where I saw Red taking out boxes of things. I saw a recently used Sushi showcase refrigerator with pieces of left over garnishes. It was like his car dumped with so many garbage.
When all of the stuff was out his car looked like an old over used van with no upholstery as in ragged. He then said lets go were leaving. Red seated in front of me face to face. Jp looked like he was hanging from the rail like a on a jeep. Bebe and Mark are seated behind me. It was really weird. Then suddenly I remembered that I had an appointment with Qua the make-up artist from Shu Eumura. Then Mark asked me about my dress. When I showed it to him it didn't look like it was mine. But it looked like a futuristic torn one. ... Weird!
The van was already moving but no driver. I was trying to gaze at the driver but just could not see him. The driver was really driving really fast... On the side of the street I saw three young girls walking really fast. because the it seemed like it was flooded with dirty water mixed with thick mud. I saw it. It was like a wave of black mud.
The van was still moving. Up ahead I saw two humongous crane trucks as huge as five story buildings with large wheels racing in front of us. We tried to over take it was just like being on a real aggressive race. The driver went under the one truck just to over take we almost hit the crane of the other truck. Then I woke up! from the beep of my cell phone as reminder that I have unread messages.
Coincidentally the message was from Red. Funny but then I was a little worried. I texted back and said to him to "be careful on your way home".
I fell asleep right away after that call... During that not so deep sleep. I dreamt about Red. It was like, I was riding with him going to Gov with all of my belongings for an event. We went to a place that looks like a vacant complex with a lamp post and beside it is an old mint green apartment building, where another friend of mine was standing waiting impatiently. We both walked over to him. Oh my gosh it was "Leo Posadas!" He was bragging about something but then Red was acting some what with disbelief of what Leo was saying. He looked at me and I said I went out of my way just to let you know... Then Leo said "He's not worth it!".
We then went to this old empty garage in the same complex, where I saw Red taking out boxes of things. I saw a recently used Sushi showcase refrigerator with pieces of left over garnishes. It was like his car dumped with so many garbage.
When all of the stuff was out his car looked like an old over used van with no upholstery as in ragged. He then said lets go were leaving. Red seated in front of me face to face. Jp looked like he was hanging from the rail like a on a jeep. Bebe and Mark are seated behind me. It was really weird. Then suddenly I remembered that I had an appointment with Qua the make-up artist from Shu Eumura. Then Mark asked me about my dress. When I showed it to him it didn't look like it was mine. But it looked like a futuristic torn one. ... Weird!
The van was already moving but no driver. I was trying to gaze at the driver but just could not see him. The driver was really driving really fast... On the side of the street I saw three young girls walking really fast. because the it seemed like it was flooded with dirty water mixed with thick mud. I saw it. It was like a wave of black mud.
The van was still moving. Up ahead I saw two humongous crane trucks as huge as five story buildings with large wheels racing in front of us. We tried to over take it was just like being on a real aggressive race. The driver went under the one truck just to over take we almost hit the crane of the other truck. Then I woke up! from the beep of my cell phone as reminder that I have unread messages.
Coincidentally the message was from Red. Funny but then I was a little worried. I texted back and said to him to "be careful on your way home".
Friday, March 30, 2007
Happy Birthday Ateh...
Last night was the intimate birthday party of my best friend Henry... It was stupendously fabulous! I don't even remember how i got home...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Yesterday, Today, and the Other Day...
Yesterday... I went to the office in the afternoon... Went back then went to the spa instead of the gym.
Today... I was really pissed because I was hoping that I made money out of the exhibit. I learned my lesson... I guess you cannot really trust this specific one. Everything should be black and white.
The Other Day... Jhon and I met at Edsa Mrt to meet Henry to him to get his boots. it was really an interesting day because it was shared with good friends. In the evening we went to this party at Dapitan... It was so much fun except it was really hot meaning I felt like I burned so much because of the heat at that party.
Today... I was really pissed because I was hoping that I made money out of the exhibit. I learned my lesson... I guess you cannot really trust this specific one. Everything should be black and white.
The Other Day... Jhon and I met at Edsa Mrt to meet Henry to him to get his boots. it was really an interesting day because it was shared with good friends. In the evening we went to this party at Dapitan... It was so much fun except it was really hot meaning I felt like I burned so much because of the heat at that party.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
Thoughts For Today...
First thing, in the morning, as I begin my day, I turn on my computer, to see what my email friends have to say. They bring me such delight, with notes and cards and such, and I appreciate their thoughtfulness, so very very much!
Sometimes, there is a concern, a need for a quick prayer, and it encourages me to know that they are always there. I hear the birds early chirping, with happy songs in their hearts, and just like my friends, they give me a cheerful start.
Im blessed each and every morning to see their names in my mailing list, and when one isn't there, they are truly missed. Even though we are far apart, and exist in Cyber Space I hope, someday to meet them all smiling face to face.
Sometimes, there is a concern, a need for a quick prayer, and it encourages me to know that they are always there. I hear the birds early chirping, with happy songs in their hearts, and just like my friends, they give me a cheerful start.
Im blessed each and every morning to see their names in my mailing list, and when one isn't there, they are truly missed. Even though we are far apart, and exist in Cyber Space I hope, someday to meet them all smiling face to face.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Today's Activity...
I had an early meeting today at Manila Hotel with this Canadian speaker for a work shop for the foundation this coming Sunday. Thank God! Its really pushing thru.
Anyway, after that meeting I went back to the office in time for Jhon's call. Asking me if he could borrow some of my dresses. Particularly the real expensive ones. Hmmmm I wonder what for? He said its for research. Well I'm off to the gym now and need to be home early to meet Jhon. See you!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Yesterday, Today, the Other Day & Last Saturday...
Yesterday... I took a day off out of my own right. Last sundays party was so tiring. I didnt go to the gym because I was too lazy to go. In the evening Bam called me to say that he had already sent me the song that Im performing for our event this 31st, Oh I cant wait since its my last performance. Bebe called to say Hi?! we ended up talking till 1am. hahaha A lot of good interesting stories. He's a nice guy.
Today... I went to work after lunch checked my mails, went to my appointments then eventually walked to the gym. I needed to take off the calories that I took this long weekend.
The Other Day... It was my 3rd party of the year. The party of the selected few. Well the "selected few" turned out to be a big party for the selected few's it was so much fun. There was so much food and a lot of booze. Im happy because I still have really super good friends around. I am so blessed for that.
Last Saturday... Was confusing, I had an invite from Dj Kevin Ruiz personally at the Ware House but then I had another invite from my best friend Henry for the Summer Ball at government. Both events have a different attire. The one at government is Summer and the one at Ware House is Club Chic.
I went to Government with my Beach Louie Vuitton look but eventually had too much to party. I went outside government... Honey, It was Hello Sunshine! I had to rush home to get ready for my party. hahaha
Today... I went to work after lunch checked my mails, went to my appointments then eventually walked to the gym. I needed to take off the calories that I took this long weekend.
The Other Day... It was my 3rd party of the year. The party of the selected few. Well the "selected few" turned out to be a big party for the selected few's it was so much fun. There was so much food and a lot of booze. Im happy because I still have really super good friends around. I am so blessed for that.
Last Saturday... Was confusing, I had an invite from Dj Kevin Ruiz personally at the Ware House but then I had another invite from my best friend Henry for the Summer Ball at government. Both events have a different attire. The one at government is Summer and the one at Ware House is Club Chic.
I went to Government with my Beach Louie Vuitton look but eventually had too much to party. I went outside government... Honey, It was Hello Sunshine! I had to rush home to get ready for my party. hahaha
Friday, March 16, 2007
Thoughts For Today...
People get hurt because they try to deny its existence or its absence. Don't make things complicated, for it is hard to find an answer. If you love each other build a relationship where in you'll both find happiness.
If you know love has faded just let go and dont dream as if there is still chance for love to come back. Because the more you deny what's inside your heart the more pain you are trying to catch...
This is for you... You know who you are!
If you know love has faded just let go and dont dream as if there is still chance for love to come back. Because the more you deny what's inside your heart the more pain you are trying to catch...
This is for you... You know who you are!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Yesterday, Today, and the Other Day...
Yesterday. I went to the gym really early because I have a lot of night activities. In the afternoon I went to Robinsons Place Ermita. To buy a travelling bag because my Mom invited me to Hong Kong with her on the 24th up to the 26th of March.
I went to government last night for the Birthday Party of 3 of my good friends. Tam Dizon, Qua and Bebe. David my best friend got me a present a BVLGARI OMNIA so sweet of him.
Today. I woke up around 11ish, so hung over from last nights activities. Went to work late, made calls and in an hour I'll be on my mary way to the gym.
The Other Day. I had a free tasting of the cakes and pastries the other day. It was a referral hope I get it.
I went to government last night for the Birthday Party of 3 of my good friends. Tam Dizon, Qua and Bebe. David my best friend got me a present a BVLGARI OMNIA so sweet of him.
Today. I woke up around 11ish, so hung over from last nights activities. Went to work late, made calls and in an hour I'll be on my mary way to the gym.
The Other Day. I had a free tasting of the cakes and pastries the other day. It was a referral hope I get it.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Thoughts For Today...
Some people say that you don't know what you have until you lose it. But its not like that. You always know what you have... You just never thought you would lose it...
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