Snaps from the Jun Escario Event...

It was a very stressful job... Please dont ask me why...

The Hardest Thing...

Things in our existence, we are all bound to experience different emotions. The toughest things most of us will learn is when we let go of something or someone. As much as these experiences are dreadfully painful, I believe they are essential for us to correctly understand ourselves, and why we do things we do. When relationships head for the worst, people go through a collection of emotions, from the struggle to acceptance and finally to understanding. You must repeat these phase of emotions as necessary until you realize that life is going to be different now. The fear of change, feelings of loneliness and infatuation, and the thought of being free and alone scares me. I have been in many kinds of relationships in my life, play time, a close friend or a soul evoked love. They follow the same rules. A relationship has to be taken cared of, much like a plant without water, a relationship will wither and die if not nurtured the right way. A dash of understanding, a pinch of smiles and a cup of undivided attention is what we need to make it work. Love comes when we most expect it. It follows no rules. Just when you think you figured out the formula for love, it suddenly changes languages. Its sad to think that we only understand and appreciate love when it is no longer there. Even if you think you cared for that person too much when you were together, when its over you almost feel it more. You’d end up reminiscing the past that were happiest. No I say to you, get off the couch, breath once again and live. For that is why we’re here, to experience, to understand and learn. There will be more loves in your life, some big some small and you will be happy someday. So never give up your faith in love or in yourself for it will be okay. I promise. Thank you for sharing your self to me.

Loving Half Heartedly...

Falling in love is such a wonderful feeling. But love is diverse when you are willing to do anything to make it last. We have to steer the boat harder to keep the relationship into a safe harbor.
compromise in a relationship is necessary, but denying who you are is not. we cannot love what we don’t know yet, the real you! I hate to think that the outcome of such a relationship is usually a heart-broken, with no one to blame but yourself.


Most of us experience this when we are in a half hearted relationship. In this relationship we withhold affection until the evidence is in, that the other is hooked. I’ll love you, if you love me. Fearing that you will give more love than you receive, we put our partner on probation. You want to control the power and maintain the advantage in this relationship. we judge them according to our expectations and we count on how they measures up


We usually hear people saying that the head was placed higher than the heart for a reason, but I think we should still listen to our heart, for it is so much smarter than we are. When it feels right, feel the fear and love anyway. Love without hesitation and with all your heart. There will never be a fearless way of loving. It is true that choosing the wrong partner is always a trail and error, but don’t let your fear of rejection kill your desires. You may have stared in the face of love before. But there’s always a chance to find a new one.


Love is a choice and if you choose it wholeheartedly, you are never going to lose it. Love teaches us to become a better you. Restore your faith in love and become emotionally available to each other. Put your fears behind and face reality. Become lovable by being loving. Learn to trust by trusting yourself. Giving in to love does not mean losing yourself. Yet, even when it is safe to open your heart, you may feel weakened by the anxiety that this love will be gone.

I wonder what's going on?!

No one has texted me since ages ago... I miss you guys... I really do.

Buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy...

After Saturday I'll be free as a bird but will not party for a while... I'll tell you later, I need to make sure what's wrong with me... I'll be uploading pictures starting next week about what I was busy about...

Just a thought...

Find someone who wants to kiss your lips everyday... Who lifts and hug you when your jealous... Who patiently keep silent when your mad... Who fixes your hair just to see your face... And the one wants to have lunch with you with his family... The one who shares his drink with you... Who squizes your hand together when you squiz his... And the one who will cut work just to have a date with you...


Find someone who plans and imagine his future with you 40 years from now... And when you find him...


NEVER LET GO.

I've been busy...

Ever since I started at the JUN ESCARIO Exhibit I've been very busy... No time for party because either I'm so tired or too busy to even write.

Just a thought... A Real One...

In life you might feel tired of fighting for the same reason everyday, you may feel that everyone is moving so fast leaving you far behind and you may feel that there is no point of moving on... There is no certainty in life, Its not how fast you get there, its on how you play the game.


Put in mind that, at times its better to be like a turtle who patiently moves and enjoys every step of the way. Rather than a rabbit who runs so fast and missing every simple single detail in life.

My thoughts about yesterday...

• ... There will be days when you get home from a party and forget what the fun was about...
• ... Or have a long intimate conversation... Yet feel there are still words left unsaid...
• ... Or embrace your special someone... yet never have the strength to say you care so much...
• ... Life tells us that happiness is never absolute...
• ... So while it's still there... Seize the moment... Because it may never come again...

Just a Thought from Yesterday...

" Live your life with so much love in your heart that if by mistake, you were sent to hell, the devil himself would deliver you up to paradise. "

Fabtabulous Fierce Shu Eumura Lashes...

Just another thought...

• A long life may not be good enough, but a good life is good enough.
• All truth is good, not all truth is good to say.
• Anger is just one little short of danger.
• Beggars cannot be choosers.
• Even your ten fingers are un-equal.
• To handle yourself, use your head. To handle others, use your heart.
• Revenge gets you even without your enemy. Forgiving him put you above him.
• It's better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and prove it.

I Went to Tagaytay this Morning...

I went to tagaytay today to see how the business is going... 1st I we went to the city hall to renew our business permit... But unfortunately we have to go back again on thursday because Gigi, our maid forgot to load the rest of the at the car.... Grrrrr....

After lunch we have to go back to manila because we also have to meet with my Uncle Paul to go shopping... But when we came back from our trip Uncle Paul decided not to go out because of Aunt Jane... :o( I felt bad for Aunt Jane because she could'nt walk because her wound was soar... I hope she gets well soon so she can enjoy her stay here.

My Fitting tonight was cancelled for tomorrow between 4-5pm. Plus I have to call my friend Jun to give him something... Gosh this week Im going to be a little hectic since my appointment tonight was moved tomorrow afternoon.

Where I used to be...

This is where I used to stay... two years ago I was actually working and living here at the same time.