It's all about August...

It has been a long time since I wrote my last blog well so far it has been ages. I have been very busy with my work at Accenture, too busy listening to dumb Americans who couldn't connect to the internet. 

Let me start with my monthly update beginning last May of this year. May 24th 2008 was my first year at Accenture. 

Followed by my first hospitalization due to kidney stones on the that same week. June was the beginning of something big... June 13, 2008 was my interview for the U. S. Embassy as an immigrant, it went well by the way. 

July was the month that I was so busy at work that I have never had time to party. 

August, yes August the birthday month was spectacular. My birthday at Government was the best partee to the maximum level hahaha too bad some of my friends weren't there. 2nd week of August I think and It was a Sunday I collapsed due to over partee and as well as stress. I had a bad fall, I hurt my back went to therapy for a week then after that... Hey life must go on Partee On! 

 The last day of August was Madonnathon I had dinner for the first time with a very good friend of mine together with his friends and later with his honeypoo Eric. Partee was is crisis because of drug bust sometime that probably on the third week. Well the good thing a close friend was a savior. Bought five pieces, three I sold to a friend for whatever its worth hehehe... But of course two I kept for myself. 

Red and Eric dropped me off at Government sooo sweet! "Thanks Guys!" Two of my friends where already there looking like vultures waiting for their prey hehehe... Okay so I said shall we? They said; We shall!!! perfect timing the party has already started. So they already got there's and I have mine. Then we parted ways and get on with the event.

That same night we, Jhon, Ana, Johnny were seated at the ground floor lounge near the smoking area. I looked to my right... Much to my surprise... This person... Wait... I know him... He stared back and smiled... That sweet smile... He came up to me and said: "Hey! It has been a long time? How are you?"... Hello?! of course I said: "I'm great?! Never been better! It's so nice to see you again! Who are you with?" He said: "I'm with a friend." I said: Who?! Where?... Then I saw Martin. Okay... with my right brow up! 

Shit... he's so cute! He's chinese, but definately not an ER! Hmmm interesting... We exchanged numbers then... he licked my ear... "That's weird?" Is that how you pick up a girl now a days by licking their ear! Well I guess he knew that I felt really uncomfortable that he decided to step down and had drinks with Martin.

After a few... I went to the smoking room to smoke a cigarette... By the way his name was Patrick! anyway going back went to the smoking room to smoke a cigarette... I saw Patrick topless, drunk and was a mess... When he saw me he came up to me and said: "Somebody took my shirt! How can I go home?"... Martin said: "Napagtripan Yata?!" Of course me... Speechless... What will I do? Awww haay How can I help? I said all I can do is when the partee is over I'll help you look for your shirt okay... Next thing I knew I've forgot about it went home and slept the whole day.

August 31, 2008 9ish in the evening I was home reading all my online thingies... I suddenly thought about Patrick... Whatever happened to him? Who did he went home with? I felt like there was a big neon question mark on top of my head! Helloow what was I thinking, he is with Martin.. 

I couldn't help myself then I finally did... I texted him:

Charles: Hi Patrick! I just thought about you. How are you?

Patrick: Just woke up! I'm sorry I left without even saying goodbye I was so drunk!

Charles: That's okay I went home was so wasted! So did you ever find your shirt?

Patrick: No, I never did. I'm sorry I acted stupid last night! 

Charles: No you didn't you where just drunk! And I understand that people do fooling things when they're drunk. :)

Patrick: Hehehe Hey If ever that you want to go out Im free every Saturdays and Sundays.

Charles: I'll take note of that.

At least he had the courage to say that "He really looked stupid that night"... But then stupid is not the word that best describes his actions... "It was more as being silly!" 

 September 4th Thursday night I was on the way to work I thought of texting him my hi's and hello's... Never really got the chance to do a little small talk. He replied saying that he was on his way to work... Including the address and the company where he works for... is that like a calling?! Hey both of us works in a Call Center in the same location but different stations. Mine was Boni. His was Edsa Central. 

Friday night I texted him again inviting him for a party at Government on the 13th for one love one family its a client appreciations night. Of course I have to be there. Okay so I invited him... Unfortunately he can't because its his birthday and he is celebrating it at Galera. Then he said he'll just be at Government on Saturday with friends but then I couldn't. Because I had to do a Rest day over time for three hours at the office since I said I can make it! I went to the office and then took a three hour O. T. Then went straight to Government and then eventually met him and his friend there. Diba hindi nakatiis!

That was actually last night! Jhon gave me partee as his belated gift just one because I really don't want to make the impression that I partee. He was really nice to talk to looked like he can carry a conversation really well. Never thought we had the same thought about the club scene. But then too bad he had to go back and forth for his friend. 3ish I already drank the pill... Met up with some old friends from Galera...  The owner of Zanzi Bar he bought me a drink, then another, and then another... I didn't really enjoyed my belated birthday pill. I guess too much to drink but then Patrick and his friend was actually just behind us. After that drinking session with Mr. Zanzi. Went over to Jhon because he was by the bar... Shit I felt like I drank one pitcher of Mindoro Sling all by myself. 

That time when I was beside Jhon looking so tipsy and all he came up to me and said: "I really want to get to know you more! I want to know what's on your mind". Well what can I say! Well I guess let's do that over dinner and some drinks this is when you're not busy! Diba Bitchyness...  

        

I will be blogging my thoughts soon...

As in very soon!

Just a reminder...

Later part of the story...

JOURNAL: Office 1


After swapping with someone from another team I had to go on duty on my day off's which was Wednesday and the other day... Well last wednesday got up at around 7pm to prepare for my shift at the office as soon as I was ready told the driver to drop me off at the office... Psychologically lazy since that, that day was my day off. All dressed up for work as in wearing my office couture.


Got to the office in just in time. My work station was changed I was located on the corner next to a large window facing Ortigas. My own work station in my own section. Haay... there was only one word to discribe what that situation was "NAKAKALUNKOT!" imagine being just the only tenure agent located on an empty section on the far end of the building.


A few minutes later after setting up my tools... Julio our new team mate he said: "My duty kadin?" I said yes why are you here aren't you supposed to be off? He said: Hindi eh kasi I just did last week so I had to be on duty transition period. So I said Oh... Okay! God is good hehehe.


1:00am came and I was taking calls as usual my Ex-Crush "Christian" the guy that I liked here at the office walked by... He gave me a glance well of course I didn't really say anything but he looked as if that he wanted to tell me something... I can feel that he has something to say but something is just holding him back...


Seriously... I am not over him as in... But I know in mind that he and I can never be together because its just not meant to be... Haay sayang... Kainis... No matter how many times we keep away from each other there are just intances that we cross paths... Chaka... Pilikula!!!


I'm on my lunch break now... In 4 minutes I have to be online again and take calls...


Going back last wednesday I got super ugly calls the whole day ang chaka!!! I got 2 sup calls which was not resolved...


Next day was just yesterday... SAME STATION, SAME CRAP, SAME CALLS... hahaha... Yesterday was different our section was populated by Nesting the new be's. Questions was here and there because their was just one floor support and there are atleast 20 people on nesting so I had to help him with the support that they needed...


Lunch time... Had lunch with my other friends here at work Donna, Love, and Dia... They know about my issue with Chris... We were having girl talks about Chris then Donna said: "Haay Naku Charles... Deadma huwag mo aksayahan ng panahon yang minchu nayan tingnan mo! as in pag nakita mo isnobbin mo at talikuran mo!"


After lunch at the smoking lounge... What a coinsidence... Chriswas there with RC another friend of ours... RC said Hi! to me Chris was there so smoking... Shit now is my chance... RC: Charles oh ano na?! kelan ang inuman natin!... Charles: Ikaw sige set natin... RC: Sa inyo... Charles friend ko si Chris... ... Oh my gosh he didn't know that we know each other I gave him a grin. Oops excuse me then sabay talikod! hahaha bastos! Good thing another friend of mine came and said hi. Shit... It really felt good shit super winner yun hahaha


On my way home fixed my station fixed everything as I stood up I never knew my station was close to his, ano ba? What's up with that? Everywhere I go I see him... Before going home I decided to go to the rest room to wash my hands and to take off my sweater... On the way out... As I opened the door there he was again... I didn't say anything but then I just went my way.


I went to the office early today because I know that our work stations have been changed. Finally we were assigned at the right side by the wall instead of the one by the window usually if your on the window side it gets hot when the morning sun is setting. Anyway of course I got to the office early to avoid system issues since its a new station.


I am here right now in my new station and guess what! Across my section is Chris's station. It is so hard to look on my left side because when I do he is there.... Hay putang ina!


Why am I even thinking about this... What do you think?! Shit?! Is it unfinished business or what do you think?


Wait to be continued... Log out nako have to go home! See you later!

Yesterday, Today, and The Other Day...

Yesterday... I had a wonderful time with my friends Red, Eric, Mark, Jp, The gullible Bebe and his Honey Bunny Mr. Ashley. The time was spent during an in house party at Makati Prime... It was Marks birthday bash... Pure "extacy"... Hehehe... It was acctually the first time that Katrina wasn't found... I guess my resources are not good now a days... Chaka!


The whole day and night was spent talking about people... What they did... What they looked at... How they act... How we talked about them... Hahaha. That was so much fun...


Today... Was a lazy day... As in super doopper lazy... There was no room for Stacey... I guess I just had too much of Stacey and her twin sisters... Also had a zip-lock of CK which was journey as its best... 2pm was late check out, we had our group breakfast at Rufoos... I had fried Crispy Danggit, Tocilog, and Salted Red Egg with Tomato... Talk about pigging out! After breakfast we all went back to the hotel... Watched the news... Hellew I've never had time for that ever as in... Because when I come home from work, I rather watch what's on HBO just to make me sleep...


Going back...Yup! 2pm. was the time we checked out from the hotel... We all decided to have Iced tea at Wendy's before going home. I got home after 45mins. Was super traffic at Makati Avenue as always. Before going home here I am... Finishing this blogging my thoughts... Guess what I have been eating the whole day and I don't know why?!


The Other Day... It was Hed Kandi at A-Venue last Saturday... I felt soooo itchy on going since I heard that the Gang was coming... I dropped by Government before going to work... I Mom said that the driver is downstairs he can drop me to work of course I said why not!?


9:30pm I asked the driver to get ready and I we will be on our way to Government, then after that we'll be going to the office after I meet with Don... Unfortunately I ended up calling the office saying I has a migraine and cannot go to work. "Haay buhay!" No worries... I ended up staying for a while because Don was late. Okay, okay, okay fine... To make the long story short... The gang and I all went to Hed Kandi... And I had so much fun... So much wasted as in "Super Fucking Wasted!" Thanks to our friends Charlie and Katrina as the new couple, of course the undesputed Stacey and her twin sisters and the most nicest thing is... I was sharing Good Vibes with my fabtastic friends Red, Eric, Bebe, Mark and Jp and his "Pamin" friend Ashley... Thank you again love you all... See you?!

Single Brown Filipino... CARLOS STA. ANA is MY STALKER!

Wednesday morning after my shift... I decided to get some of my stuff at CGS because I heard from Klein that he couldn't clean the flooring because of my stuff that was on the one side of the living room as if it would make a difference. Because I do believe on the saying "Cleanliness Begins With In..."


That morning after shift I went straight to 5G. I sms Nico to prepare the contract of lease so I can finally pull out all of my stuff at least some of it. When I got there... Since I still have all of my stuff there I still have the keys for the unit. Knock knock... "Nico can I borrow the contract of lease so I can get some of my stuff!" He was cooperative didn't really said anything and just gave it to me without any hesitations. After that scene I went straight to the admin so they can sign my pull out form so I can be on my mary way.


After a half hour I was very quick to at least bring some of my belongings including my favorite Boom Box one thing I could never leave behind... I told Klein I will be back for the home entertainment pieces. On the way home I sms messaged Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight to help me unload my stuff and bring it upstairs in my room.


As soon as they brought all of my belongings to my room I personally placed my favorite Boom box on his own table.


Plugged it to power source...


Then...


Error Message... no disk...


Huh that's weird...


I checked it there was a CD but then when I closed it... Pushed "play". Another error message... no disk. Then much to my surprise... When I flipped it open took out the disk I saw the lense... It was damaged... Crushed into bits... Only one person went in my mind... That BITCH!!! Yes it was him Carlos Sta. Ana... Grrr I was in rangedI sms messaged Klein... Even he did not say anything but then he's saying... "Pinagbibintangan mo ba ako Ate?!" I said Klein... " Hindi kita pinagbibintangan... and sinasabi ko lang ay... Bakit?!


All he said was... "Ate ako na ang bahala!"


I couldn't imagine how anyone as sick as Carlos can do such a thing... And he said I was a monster?!... Who is the monster now?


I decided to just go back there and get all of my stuff... That same second I said to myself gosh ang tindi ba ng ginawa ko para ganunin ako ng "KUPAL" na yun? I changed took my keys and drove to CGS with Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight...


When I got there... Nico was the only one there... I guess Klein was too busy to even wait for me... Or even see me for the last time at least... I told Kuya Dwight and Nana Nita... "Paki kuha nalang lahat m\ng ituro ko at ilagay niyo sa car..." Yung coffee table iwan nyo para may matira naman kahit isa na galing sakin..." Took everything the drapes, TV, DVD, the corner table, shower curtains, toilet seats, everything in the living room that belonged to me even the light bulbs... At least I left them a coffee table to remind them of me.


Before I left... I spoke with Nico... Said my sorry's... "Sorry it didn't work out between all of us." blah blah blah... Then he said "Sorry din sa ngyari sa sterio mo... Isa lang masasabi ko kung sino man ang gumawa non matindi ang galit sayo... Alam ko lahat kami pwede gawin yun sayo... Yun nga lang unfair talaga at hindi nya ikaw hinarap... Gamit mo sinira nya... What does he mean by that?


I got home safe and sound no worries except for what Nico said... I checked everything that needed to be checked... Then I noticed there was one thing missing... Something very memorable... I searched and searched... Oh shit I remembered Carlos borrowed my o.d.m. watch and he still has it... Shit I have to text him and be nice...

SMS: To Carlos
Ate paki bigay nalang kay Klein or Nico yung o.d.m na watch ko kunin ko nalang when I have time.
cc: Klein and Nico


Carlos: Okay...


Next day I was on my way to Makati I needed to bring Jackie to the Vet... Then I decided to just stop be CGS. To get my watch from Carlos... I texted him and said "Ate kunin ko na yung watch I'm in the area... He texted back and said sige...


So I then went to CGS. I asked the guard where I can park... Then he said I cant since I was not a tenant anymore... So then I asked Nana Nita to get it from him... After a few minutes... I thought about what is it taking her so long to get it... I then parked the car somewhere inside and then went to see what is taking her so long just to get it...


I saw Carlos talking to Nana Nita... Carlos was saying "Hindi ko ibibigay ang relos mo hangang hindi mo bayaran ang koriente dahil mapuputulan na kami?!... Hello?! is that my problem... Why did Klein sign any documents about me pulling out my belongings that I'm free to go because I consumed everything already... Hello?! wala akong utang sakanila... Sila ang may utang sakin?!... Enough of this things... I called Klein I said... "Ate ano ito?!" Ano nanamang issue ito... Ikaw ang tinuturo... Klein said bigay mo kay Carlos... It was on load speaker... Klein was laughing in the back ground saying... Ate ibigay mo na kay Charles ang relos niya... Ako na bahala sa P710.00 pesos... My Gosh P710.00 pesos... Grabe maggaganon dahil sa P710.00 pesos Grabe ang CHEAP... ang CHEAP CHEAP... nawala lang ako wala na sila mabayad sa kuryente?!


To make it short... Yes... I got my watch back... Spoke to Candy Lasquetti who is a very close friend of mine who Carlos claims to be his childhood family friend... Im sorry to say but Candy said it was all lies... The real story was that Candy's Dad married a girl who had children so si Carlos Sta. Ana ay isang sampid!!! HAhahaha kawawa naman.


Carlos still texts me... saying "Pupuntahan kita sa Accenture at mambubulabog ako dun... Hindi mo ko kilala madami akong kilala sa accenture... Madami akong kilala sa H.R. ano kaya sasabihin nila sayo kung sabihin ko sa kanila na san galing yung medical certificates mo?!


Well if ever he does... He hasn't seen the worst of me yet... And I'm never going to be fair if I think its fair... Don't mess with me Carlos Sta. Ana. You haven't seen or felt anything yet. So please don't try me...


OVER... and OUT!

A Greatest Learning Experience...

It was just a moments notice that I recieved an SMS message from a friend saying that he finally had a place for us to live in... I was very hesitant at first because I was not really sure about how to live as a unsecured individual who only know about having fun, partying, living the life as someone who didn't care less about the people around him.


My 1st month was superb... Although I was not able to feel life as it was... i was actually adjusting. My room mates Nico an d Klein had a very intemate bond. Klein was my teacher, he taught me everything that needed to be learned... Such as living for tomorrow. Klein taught me so many things about saving for my future and live the way I should live within my control, he has taught me so much that I've forgotten how it felt like to live with my mothers shadow. All the splendour everything I dreamed about only I know how it felt like. Klein was the one who showed me how to live and how to spend for myself.


Nico on the other hand was someone who was a sweer heart. The apple of my eye for his amaizing personality... He was very misterious in a way that only he can possess.


It was 2nd week of november weve all paid out advances for our rent... We started with nothing but bit by bit our house became as livable as posible. I remember when it was time to go to Government I always made sure that I would be treated as the way I was treated. Respect as the only Queen of Government would endure. I know that for a fact that Nico would be slirting and would party the way I am... Sady he doesn't. In his size you wouldn't think he was the type that sleeps around but he does. I respected that because that was his nature. Klein... The best friend I've ever had was the type that knows how to have fun, eventhough he was attached with his partner Ian "of course it was just between us that he sleeps or have sex with others behind his boyfriends nose". Funny but I believe living with these people made me realize that the world doesn't revolve with just one person like myself...


3rd week a really good friend of mine Carlo Aquilizan asked me if he could stay just for two weeks. Of course I also have to ask my house mates Nico and Klein about what they think about Lowe moving in for two weeks... Have I told you... I know I did lowe was my Mr. Cookie... Well anyway, fine, he did... He stayed with me together with Klein and Nico in the same unit.


I told Lowe that living there has rules at least by keeping the house clean and livable... Lowe was okay at first but when time wnt by he became such a pain in the ass. He would always have something to say about everything... Fine I guess he was not really the type of person who would be so clean... "Seriously! uhhh he was all promises!"


One time I came from work and had a very stressful time. When I say stressful meaning super dooper stressful. That time the only thing in my mind was to rest peacefully... When I came home much to my suprice Klein and Nico was asleep "On My Bed" to me... Hmmm okay the life that you give to your friends by having a little confort by making them feel good by sleeping on my cushion and just feeling the confort...


Klein woke up on my presence I asked him why they were sleeping outside? Klein then said that lowes snor was too much to handle that they had to leave Lowe in our room to just snor his ass off... I went to the room thinking that atleast on my presence he would fold since I was the one who should be on that room sleeping. I got my pillows and my blanket and changed to me normal get up to bed. Fine he wasn't able to wake up maybe because he was too tired to even do so. I went down and kinda let them know that I wanted to sleep on my own cushion. Sadly they didn't even notice I was there.

Okay... fine so I guess I have to sleep on the floor... Heller! 1st of all I never dreamed on sleeping on the floor ever in my life. But sadly I did but just 5 mins or so!! Im sorry I just had to make my point! I texted Neb a good friend who lived in the same area but a different building. Common friend with klein and I. Thought about "Why should I even adjust to the fact that the three of us was paying rent and Lowe was not to even have the right to snor... Ce Horror! I am the one who offered him to stay right?! So why should I even adjust.... Fine I swollowed what I just said and took a comforter and spread it like a hard matress and layed down.... While I was laying down so many things went on my mind such as "Why was I even be the one sleeping on the floor but then my friends are having the time of their life on my cushion!!!" What a way to keep stress!


I dont know it just came to me like a sudden burst of emotion... Why am I even adjusting to what I am doing right now but then I see some friends who are sleeping on my cushion because they were complaining about the snor of someone who was just staying there for 2 weeks. I stood up went to the roon and got my favorite bag a towel, a shirt, under wear... grrrr I was so fucking furious that time and told Klein... " Ate sa bahay muna ako matutulog!" of course Klein was shocked that everyone who lived there woke up because of me saying how I feel about all of this.


After a few Klein texted me why did I act the way I did... Told him everything but then I didn't tell them about the fact that I wanted to sleep on my own bed. Eventually they found out about that because I told them. After staying with Neb airing all my concerns I finally decided to come home... Finally It was really my time to sleep after a whole night of stress and everything...


Carlos Sta. Ana who was a friend of Klein was the one who was told to be the replacement to Jp who was the "feeling lover of Nico who he felt like he was stalked"... Ah okay... parang hindi naman" Nico was feeling too "praning" because he was being text by this guy who has a crush on Jp... fine ka babawan?! Hello the looks of Nico he was the type you would say as a person who works as a "Pahinante" in the Pier! hahaha I like ER's but the way he is makes it really sexy... But still you wouldn't think he was the type to be stalked! I guess JP was just blinded by this ER to begin with....


After a week Carlos moved in because he was kinda Ingit just to the fact that we always have our slumber parties and thinking that we were having the time of our life... Based on my observation Carlos was there to just experienced what we placed to his mind... Like me one month advace so in other words he was a part of the people who lived at Carlton 1 5g.


Maniac sya... kakatakot in a way but i thought he was just there to partake of what was going on... Ingetera! One day Nico had a career as in someone that Nico likes... The nerve Carlos asked fopr this persons friendster, multipy, and G4M account... Ate Chaka yun!!! Carlos asked the guy behind Nico's back my gosh talk about ka-cheapan. Feeling niya mauubusan sya ng lalaki!!! Chaka yun?! Shempre for me since I was not the one who was concernd Keber!!! Deadma.. But then I found out he had sex with Lowe on the kitchen when I was sleeping!!! EWW kadiri?! sleep with a guest in the house that was so out!!!!


Carlos was actually the room mate of Nico but then Nico doesn't like sleeping in the same room with Carlos... Well if i was Nico I would feel the same. Nico then was sleeping on the living room with Klein... Well both of them actually loves staying and sleeping at the living room I guess they were brought up that way.


After a day Lowe finally said that he was moving out because... I guess he was ashamed that he had sex with Carlos... Of course when he left it was such an issue about what he said he was molested by Carlos... But on how he told us... It made us think that what Lowe did was purely lust. Ewww I cant even imagine Lowe fucking Carlos eww as in kadiri. The issue with them faded like a mist... It wasn't that big to talk about anyway...


Carlos was sleeping on there room and I was sleeping on Klein and I's room... Okay this is just small things but what I was in the room is I always share it to my room mate. Hair products are just hair products... Seriously I dont use so much of that because it makes my hair dry... One time since my favorite l'oreal clay was just one use nalang... Of course I would save it as if its the last, "for emergency porposes" It was just on the bathroom but then in replace to that I baught a gatsby clay for not so everyday use since I dont put that muck chemicals on my fabulous hair. Klein eventually used it all as well as my Citre Shine hairspray since I always have an emergency back-up hairspray from Lovely... Its super cheap but it works wonders...


Anyway there was this one time that I had a show... and it was New Years... we all know that it was hard to buy those things damn things during new years since that all of the places to go are closed... Honey I had a show that time... I know that one time I told Klein to buy hair products because he had finished all of mine... Well okay he did get a bench clay and a citre shine hairspray but it was all in his consumption... I felt bad because after he had finished all of my hair products he didn't even had time to leave me some when he knows that I have a show... I then ended up going to rustans shangri-la plaza to get a citre shine hairspray... Aberia yun aminin mo! I just let it passed since that lahat ng bagay kailangan ng bigayan!


One time I got into an arguement with Carlos of him being such a pain... Okay I know that I said some things about Nico and Klein as being this and that... those are just small things. Shempre that time I was so stressed because Klein wanted Carlos to be transfered to my room... This was after New Years... Klein was saying he feels bad for Nico because Nico doen't sleep where Carlos sleeps in... Which I know he doesn't anyway....


Klein openned the subject that Carlos should stay in the same room as I am staying because Klein was saying that "there was something in the room that he doesn't feel like sleeping there. Haay for me im actually wondering why Klein doesn't sleep in the same room as I am for quite some time... Although he has booking who go and have sex on the same room... But then Klein always say that he doesn't have sex on my cushion... Who is he fooling?! I know how my bed smells like eventhought you just sat on it I can really tell if you used it! Fine?! its okay as long as you wont tell me you really do... Sometimes its nice to know nothing that happens... Correct!


A week before new years Klein mentioned that Carlos was moving in... I was like Deadma Galore I know they weren't even serious of putting me with that annoying person. The thing what I hate about Carlos is his comments that he cant carry... Annoying as in when I annoying hello obnoxious the is the right term. I told Klein I dont think I would stand such a person. That week when Klein openned to Carlos that he was transfering to my room on my presence fine... You would really hate me by saying "No way!" Told Carlos I'm sorry honey... Its not you but its me?! I cannot be with someone I dont know in a room together plus Klein the reason why I moved in is that I know that your going to be my room mate... Fine... I was harsh on the presence of Carlos... Who cares that was what I felt, why should I even be plastic about my feelings.


One thing or another Carlos felt like nobody wants to be with him... Nico doesn't Even me cant wont even feel like he's moving in the same room as I do?! Klein took the initiative to tell me about "Hindi ka ba naawa sa ate mo? dito sa labas natutulog at hindi sa tunay nyang kuarto?" Im sorry tumaas lang ang kilay ko then. There was this one time that Nico did ask me if Carlos can transfer to my room... Because this and that!!! I wasn't really decided to the point that it was going to be that way... I consulted my friends Henry and Jhon and eventually asked Josh about it... Sadly Josh was so tactless to tell Klein about that... Of course Klein did not take it specially coming from Josh... And that time I was actuall y on the part of telling My best friends Henry and Jhon... Well since I dont have much visitors the way they do I should be granted to partee on my own room once in a while but then Klein did not approve of it Kesho may nagcomplain daw eh... Wala naman! I then told Klein outside Government that I wont allow Carlos to stay with me rather than Nico?! But then first of all Nico was the real room mate?! Why should I adjust to the part of Nico... Diba unfair yun?!


Naging super issue yun between Klein and I?! in my part ehy should I be the one to adjust with Nico's problem with Carlos! May point ako don diba!!!! Then sobrang nagalit sya din dahil sinabi ni Josh na kesho ganto kesho ganire!!! Leche?! nagkakagulo na tuloy... I can't understand why he always like to be a part of sometihing he doesn't need to be diba?!


Klein and I became so cold to each other then I found out Klein vacated and Carlos moved in! Completely no respect what so ever!!!! Then I realized its true that friends can eventually hurt you...


Living with Carlos was okay bareable meaning he was too clean but one things for sure he only thought about himself... Meaning whatever that made him comfortable staying with me... It also came to a point he was acctually trying to control me... I remember one time I had this dinner date that I told him about... Fine he wanted to go to glorietta to go shopping with me because he wanted to be like me... Stylish and fashion galore... Hello that time I swear when I was with him I was already going to buy this shirt... The time I was going to pay for it he told me he bought the same one but a different color!!! Hello what was he thinking!!!


My date then called me and said I'll be meeting him at greenbelt at CYMA... Finally it was time for me to escape that weird guy... My date then called but that time we where on the escalator I went so fast so that he wouldn't feel that I'm telling my date. "Thank you for saving my ass" sobrang that was the 1st shopping experience that I've ever felt so fucking wierd to the point that I was trying something and he was going to get the same one... Scary?! Single White Female... Pangit yun...


When it was time for my date... He didn't even said a word as in walked out completely... Anong gusto nya isama ko sya?! Heller?! Okay my date turned out really well that imagine my ultimate crush at govenment having dinner with me... Maganda yun at hindi biro... Ang Ganda ko! After dinner we went to a cocktail party then eventually went to government to party... He baught me a tab... How thoughtful but then when it was time to leave I did. He dropped me home...


Got home just in time... Still with amats and everything... Carlos woke up and said kamusta naman yung date mo?! Then told him Great he was this and that?! Sweet nya love him na?! Told him he baught me partee and first guy who likes me this year... Quite lang sya... Like I care... Next day super ang kulit nya and that time I was still sleeping then I said to him dont bother me if I'm sleeping if its not important dont even say it just the thought that yo want to wake me up...


Next day I heard from Klein that why was I like that to him because I parteed... This and that... Klein was just telling me things that Carlos was just saying behind me then Carlos all of a sudden telling me things that my mother tells me everytime she scolds me when I am doing things out of her reach... I then told Carlos... "Carlos this is enough?! specially coming from you?! you dont have any authority to tell me what I should or should not do?! I left the house because my Mom was all over me and now your telling me this?! Do me a favor stay out of my life?! I'll do what I want and you cant do anything about it?! Pakialaman mo ang buhay mo wag ako!"


Tumahimik lang sya... Sat there mukang nalugi?! I just dont know why people think their so close but there not! Okay so fine we had bonding times... I felt so comfortable told him things about my comments about Klein and Nico... Klein moved in with Nico but does not sleep on the same room? Sobrang Weird yun aminin mo?!


Just this week Carlos and I had dinner outside I've met with a very close friend of mine and asked me how am I already... Of course I not rude I introduced Cris to him kasi may breeding ako. Anyway I said this and that shempre he knows my living conditions since that he is my close friend... Okay so after dinner Cris left because he was going to meet someone?! I'm sure carreer ito... Very true...


Anyway Carlos and I was walking back to the house... I saw another friend of mine then he asked in front of Carlos. "Oh Ate kamusta naman yung issue nyo ni Klein!" Then I said Okay naman then he asked Carlos how he is then I said sige na Carlos mauna kana?!" My gosh ang lakas ng pandinig nya to the extent narinig nya what I said about Carlos... "Ssshhh wag ka maingay pakialamera yan at madaldal..." Deadma lang si Carlos then I thought about he was up to no good...


Hello we all love to gossip and we love that especially talking about people we know... Pure Chismis and here say... Carlos texted me... "Umuwi kana 8pm na baka ma-late ka!" Deep inside pinakikialaman nanaman ako then 8:15 na went upstairs already to get ready for work... Aba?! he was so moody and parang kinakati nanaman mangialam. oh course deadma lang diba you know I have a PHD for that... Then when I was souch in a hurry I left my hair iron on... And of course he told me everything bad about kesho nememerhuisho daw ako this and that... Then I said out of conviction. "Carlos baka nakakalimutan mo? At siguro dapat ipaalala ko sayo na hindi mo hawak ang oras ko?!" Then after that he texted me atleast ako hindi ako ng memirhuisho ng kasama ko sa bahay... Tulad nitong plantsa ng buhok mo... Hindi ko ito tatangalin sa saksakan para mag over heat at masira sya... Then I said... Oops sorry I was in such a hurry! Buti at nandyan ka paki tangal nalang sa saksak...


I was at the office the whole time enjoying my shift... Flirting with the straights doing everything that I always do... On my break looked at my cell no one has texted me... My break was done and calling again... It wasn't really a busy night... Then when I had a chance to look at my cell... Much to my surprise... I recieved 12 messenges with just one person... Telling me how bad I was, telling me that why was I talking about him behind his back, told him things that I remembered I only told that to Carlos because I was mad... Grabe just the fact that I said that you dont own my time and telling someone na daldalera sya... He crushed me to bits dahil don... Talk about trust?! Then I've never felt so uncomfortable in my life and it wasn't even the first he did that but then when he did it at first... I confronted him and told me he was sorry... He did it to me twice... ruining me to my friends what a menace a monster... Sobrang that was on called for bellow the belt... Thing like that should be discussed! When I went home I felt the hatred... Nico... didn't say a word... Klein did the same thing...


I texted Carlos, All I said was "Are you Happy now?" He didn't reply I slept the whole day and woke up saying nothing and Klein said this has to stop we had a discussion about that... I said my point that I would never be friends with someone who I can never trust... I was full of anger that time... I felt I was betrayed! So that was the feeling of being betrayed and he even stood up for it! The person I spent my New Years and introduced to all of my friends... The person who I told so many things, The person I tried to get along with, The person who I introduced to my Mom as my room mate and friend, was the person who distroyed me with just one blow.


Then I thought I have to get even... I texted my friend whom he likes... Since we spoke about him at our bedroom rumors. I texted the guy "Hey Jarwin, You know what Carlos told me? He said you where a kept boy! Is that true?" Eventually nahulasan yung guy texted him this and that... Darling that was just a teaser... Shit when I got home from work... Talk about someone who claims who has breeding... Sobrang galit na galit kasi Jarwin told him off... Hahaha He goes? What did you tell Jarwin? then I said... "Whatever you told me about him?!" diba totoo naman thats what you said?... Sobrang nagalit sya as in to the extent na he was going to throw an empty glass at me... As in grabe... Shempre natakot ako kasi ayoko mabangasan ng muka no?! I was just surprice Klein did not do anything to atleast play a role as a "Real" Friend...


I felt so uncomfortable and scared of going home... Shit imagine someone his size can just hit me in one blow... "Putang Ina hindi ko naman pinangarap na masapak ng hindi ko kilala masyado"... I called all of my friends including Red and Jerico I didn't know what to do?! They weren't available to take my call... Then eventually I called General Espino of Manila's finest a very close family friend of ours... He said I should just move out and not worry about anything else... He spoke to the chief of security at the condo to give me some assistance to pull out all of my stuff...


Before going back to the condo that person asked me what was the root of the dispute I told him everithing... Sobrang babaw natawa lang sya! Kahit ako eh natawa din... He then escorted me back to the condo he was there to observe the peace and Carlos and I should just sit down and talk... Okay finally we did we said sorry to one another but it wouldn't be the same... I told him everything on my mind one thing I know that moved him was when I said, "I tried to adjust and understand you!" and I was so tru to you?!" then he said he was the same with me! then last thing I said... Carlos, you dont need to tell me that... I just have one thing to say no wonder you dont have any friends finally know... "Plastik ka?!"


Then I went to bed, did not care less about what he was going to tell me... umalis nalang sya... The next day I then decided to just leave them... I packed all of my stuff next thing I know I could'nt even pull out my "own stuff" kasi Klein and Nico was not registered as the one who is leasing the unit. No other than the last tenant James Soliman... Grabe sobrang aberia... diba the admin told me I cant leave without a signiture with that person... The person lives at CGS but that person I dont even have the slightest clue of who he really is... Then told Nico that I needed the contract of lease... He said its in his locker and the no one has the key but him... That time he was at Bulacan talk about a great help...


While waiting for my laundry I slept Carlos then said "Hindi ka na ba mapipigilan?" from now on who do not exist. When I left this evening he said "Charles hangang ngayon paba galit kapa sakin?" What a question? Is he sick?! Shit! does he know what he was asking me?!


Went to Government tonight... With my best friend louie and burberry... I partied to celebrate my coming home party... Saw Klein, just smiled at him. I guess it wouldn't be the same after all.


I never thought even your closest friend can even hurt you. I am hurt and would take me a while to get back to the way we are... Im sorry but I dont think it would be the same. I haven't felt so much pain as I have right now. I guess thats just the way things are... You would really really know someone once you live with them... Very true indeed... But life must go on life is a learning experience

The Greatest Learning Experience

I am finally home... Henry and Jhon just dropped me home from a ride of my life as a "single life individual" In search of what life has to offer. What ever I experinced was hell... It felt like living on a planet where in it circulates to only four people...


Sorry Umaamats ako ng mga time na to... Tangina!!! Shit nakakahiya.... hehehe

Just A Thought...

Christmas comes each year to draw people in from the cold.


Like tiny frightened sparrows, shivering in the winter cold, many live their lives on the barren branches of heartbreak, disappointment, and loneliness, lost in thoughts of shame, self-pity, guilt, or failure. One blustery day follows another, and the only company they keep is the fellow-strugglers who land on the same branches, confused and unprotected.
We try so hard to attract them into the warmth. Week after week church bells ring. Choirs sing. Preachers preach. Lighted churches send out their beacon. But nothing seems to bring in those who need warmth the most.


Then, as the year draws to a close, Christmas offers its wonderful message. Immanuel. God with us. He who resided in Heaven, co-equal and co-eternal with the Father and the Spirit, willingly descended into our world. He breathed our air, felt our pain, knew our sorrows, and died for our sins. He didn't come to frighten us, but to show us the way to warmth and safety. . . .
So, this Christmas season I pray that the warmth of the Savior's love will spread itself over you as never before. And that whenever and however possible, you will keep reminding yourself that there are still tiny, shivering sparrows who are too terrified to come in from the cold. Maybe, just maybe, this Christmas, because of something you do or say . . . they will.

So... Which One, Is You?

It is not hard to spot elitists, they abound in every corner of the Philippines. For the sake of perspective however, let me still define it to you: elitists are those who rant about how other people act so proletariat. A person who believes himself to rank highly in the caste, and displays this self-belief by mocking those who he thinks is lower than him. Hence, elitism is a form of social discrimination. The story above is a prime example. But how much of this trait rests in us?


Jolog Elitists...
The jolog elitist is still in the initial stages of elitism; he therefore acts poorly with it. For some weird reason - an MLM scam, winning a game show, winning the jueteng jackpot or the lottery - he instantly became rich and he feels the need to brag. He spreads his cash and goes around fanning it to himself.


On certain occasions he may opt to slap someone with it. Inside he feels as if he had broken from the clutches of poverty and never will he return to it. He decides to do what is most prevalent of the rich - despise the poor. However his lack of social pedigree threatens the very nature of his power.


The Jolog Elitist is not a good courtier and he makes more enemies than friends. A means to an end, for as the Jolog Elitist cultivates envy among his peers so too does he spell his death. Pretty soon, if he is not killed by a neighbor, an in-law, or a drinking buddy, he will still have used up all his money giving gin-pomelo parties and buying song hits with his new BFF, Mila.


Pseudo-Conio/Conio Elitists...
The middle class work hard for their money, it is their only excuse for acting rich. And why not? You yourself wouldn't act impoverished if you were entitled to liquidity. Therefore the pseudo-conio elitist tries too hard to be as much a courtier of the rich as they are themselves, sometimes to the point of over acting. As work is the pseudo-conio elitist's excuse, it too is his weapon towards reaching the higher caste.


He learns to multi-task, a trait he read from "Rich Dad, Poor Dad" ...a book every yuppie has read. He drowns himself in grammar and tries to pronounce every english word correctly but he does not care about difference between the tagalog words' "ng" and "nang." After all, the rich does not care for that sort of stuff. He gives friendster testimonials flooded with the words "uber" and "epitomy;" little does he know he was using the previous wrongly and that the latter was mispelled.


He concerns himself with traffic and how beggars abound the city streets. This when he opts to knock at his car window when the beggar nears it dismissing the fact that they need help for the hypothesis that they are part of a syndicate.


Among the other things he is concerned about is how flooded it is, or how stupid filipino movies are - all without dwelling into a possible solution. The pseudo-conio/conio elitist is a rant machine.Iho de PutasThe iho de puta is born of luxury; he was blessed with already rich parents. He was raised by a yaya, went to a good school, made friends with future politicians, and gets the best seats in parties and strip clubs.


The Iho de Puta...
Shun from all forms of poverty even as it sets outside the village walls. His parents have made arrangements for him not to be in the presence of the lower class. If there was no driver, there was a school bus. If there was no school bus, his yaya would call a taxi. If there was no taxi, his yaya will have to wait.


It is the Iho de Putas' seclusion from poverty that keeps him protected, but it is also what makes him vulnerable. Did you ever meet the guy who managed the basketball varsity? He is rich, but he does not know how to play. Life has it going for him until he is out of his parents' shadow. That's when he gets fucked up.


Imeldific...
Glamorous, fashionable, diva-esque, trendy, sophisticated - these are the words used to describe the Imeldific. And while I consider her more to be Monarchy, I shall use this word to describe those who seem to sleep on their money. The Imeldific are those who have something to brag about ...and they do. Their arms are filled with gold, their faces lit with botox, their cars are pimped, they walk with a huge handbag.


The Imeldific owns his time and space; he controls it ...like Hiro Nakamura but with less smiling.The Imeldific sees himself as an example of greatness, which he often implies towards people. He shall be addressed with respect even if he opts to call me "boy" "hoy" "uy" "manong" and "pogi." He sees himself as a leader even if the only thing he's done prior is movies. He creates philosophies of how man should live and demands for you to listen, for he has put himself at the center. He is a facade.


Monarchs...
The supreme form of elitists; demi-gods of the conio world. The Monarch has reached what most of us could only dream of and is seen as an example of class and elegance. They promote themselves not by bragging about their fortune. They're done with that.. they see wealth from a spiritual perspective. They do not concern themselves with the poor; they have enough money to last a lifetime. And while they lurk high up in their cloud of gold, those of us who are so far below blame them for our misery ...as if all of them cheated their way to the top. It'd be up to them to prove us wrong. Why does the rich always have to prove themselves to the poor? Why not the other way around?

I'll Call Him Mr. Cookie...

Last saturday was Neb's event... Defiance. Neb was calling me already early in the morning to tell me that he will be checked inn at Travellers Inn at Makati Avenue. When I got home from work, took did my beauty rest and as soon as I woke up I SMS my friend Dj to meet me at greenbelt for some early bonding activity...

I woke up just in time for our meeting at Greenbelt we decided to meet at Greenbelt 3 between Lacoste and Prima Linea met each other and just decided to have a drink at CENA located at the Greenbelt II strip. I SMS Mr. Mister if he wanted to have a drink with us...

Well he said yes and he'll be coming with his friend Odj... We've already had too much to drink... That was about an 30 mins. I texted again and asked how long is it going to be? He said 30 more minutes... We all know I am not in to the waiting game... I always make it to a point to come on time or at least 10 mins early...

They came at exactly 10:30ish... Much to my surprise Mr. Mister or better yet Mr. Cookie looked really raveshing... He gained a few extra pounds at least he doesn't look dry unlike before when the last time I saw him... There was a certain glow on his face and he kept on smiling. Haay...

After a few... He said he had to go and fetch his friend at glorietta because she's going to watch with us for nebs performance... Okay go ahead, be careful I said... hehehe sweet diba!!! 15mins. has passsed and then he came with his friend. Introduced us all switched tables and we sat across from each other.

He was chatting with his friend and I was chatting with Dj and while doing that we couldnt stop gazing at each others eyes... He is amaizing... A guy who speaks fluent english, very adaptable in any social settings, sweet, caring, thoughtful and funny a kind of person I can be with... Is this for real?!

An SMS came and distracted my thoughts about Mr. Cookie...

Completely distracted my thoughts about Mr. Cookie... Oh well the sms msg. was about Neb msging about going to gov already... I then told them that it was time to go to gov. We paid the bill and eventually took a cab to the club... We stayed outside to mingle with the people who were already there. All of our friends are there already... By the time Mr. Cookie asked me to come with him inside I went ahead.

Inside gov of course I got myself a my favorite drink very refreshing... They ordered a pitcher I didnt really want to partake with there thingy since Im still gadging his lady friend... Well to me she was not all that because she looked like she was really culture shock because she hasn't been to an all gay club in her life. While on the dance floor I was chatting with my dynasty friends. I decided to get some partee, asked Wendel for it he said he'll give it to me in the restroom. Wendel went ahead and by the time I'm actually on my way there Mr. Cookie said:

Mr. Cookie: Where you going?
Charles: C. R.
Mr. Cookie: Why?
Charles: I'm going to take a leak.
Mr. Cookie: Okay balik ka kaagad ha!
Charles: Yes I will!

Deep inside... Ano ba yun?! Haay... After getting the partee went back then he said they're going to the smoking room to smoke. So I said "Sige I'll follow!"...

At the smoking room... Smoking and drinking then Dj came and said: "Ate torva ka ba?" I nodded and said yes!" Then he said: "Nakabili kana?" Pasabay naman!... Told him to get from Reinier and then he did. When he already has his... I asked Cookie if he wanted to drop he said he doesn't like to because he's staying away from it.

Mr. Cookie: Bakit bumili ka ng partee no?!
Charles: Oo... Binili kita just in case gusto mo!
Mr. Cookie: Ayoko! Diba pinagusapan nanatin yan!
Charles: Oo sabi mo ayaw mo pumartee before pero you said last na itong defiance!
Mr. Cookie: Oo pero I changed my mind!
Charles: Okay lang ba sayo na pumartee ako with Dj?! Okay din lang kung ayaw mo!
Mr. Cookie: Okay lang pero sana maisip mo madami ka mabibili kung hindi ka mag gaganyan! Sige go lang my eyes are on you! Be good...

"Be Good Ka jan?!" Heller?...

The whole night was spent together... Everywhere I went he always has a question on where am I going? etc. etc.

When it was time to go... I asked him to come to Nebs in house.

Mr. Cookie: Im sorry sweetie but Im trying to stay away from the scene...
Mr. Cookie to Odj: Odj please dont leave Charles alone... Bantayan mo siya. Wag mo sya iwanan.
Odj: I promise

He then left and we said our goodbyes. On the way to travellers...

Charles: Odj its okay I can take care of myself. If you want to go its okay...
Odj: I made a promise and I cant leave you till you go home. Mabuti na yung ganto, tsaka gusto ko rin naman makita si Neb.

On travellers during in house... odj was just sitting there miggling with the guys who are there. He didn't really left me alone. in fact he even slept over.

Morning came and then I was already planning to leave I then told Odj to go home because I will be going soon. Because I have a dinner engagement with the Dynasty. He went home then I told him to kiss him for me. I went home at 4:00pm 30 mins. After he left. As soon as I got home, took a shower and went to bed and woke up at 8pm and went back to Makati to have dinner with the Dynasty.

NEXT DAY...

Spent the whole day sleeping... Woke up in the evening... Mr. Cookie SMS:

Mr. Cookie: What time did you go home?
Charles: Few minutes after Odj did. why?
Mr. Cookie: Where you able to get some rest? What time is your work tomorrow?
Charles: 10:30pm
Mr. Cookie: Okay... Enjoy the rest of your evening rest well.

*** Written during work at 22.59B

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Thank you for what?

He Calls Me Ms. Munsi...

Last Wednesday I was just at home watching "Feels Like Heaven" at HBO then suddenly someone or should I just hide him as Mr. Mister texted me, asking me if I wanted to watch a movie and hang out... You know bonding moments.


I texted back and said:


Charles: "Ah okay what do you have in mind?"
Mr. Mister: "Is 2:00pm good time?" "Rockwell or Greenbelt?"
Charles: "2:30 is nice!"
Mr. Mister: "Great!!! See you soon".


After that SMS conversation... Thinking I have 2.5 hours to prepare. I got up and went straight for the bathroom and took a hot shower and did my usual rituals. 30 minutes has passed went back to my room lowered the volume of my T.V and played a music instead.


Dressed up and ready to go I checked my watch another SMS came:


Mr. Mister: "I'm on my way now! See you!"
Charles: "Me too."
Mr. Mister: "Oh okay we can meet early... I'll be at Glorietta do you want to meet there instead?"
Charles: "Alright?! I'll text you when I'm there okay?"
Mr. Mister: "Okay".


Gosh it felt like summer it was like super hot. Got a cab just in time but unfortunately the cab driver I got was a little grumpy because I told him I am going to Makati. He dropped me off at Robinson's Place. I went inside the mall instead of walking through Adriatico Street at 2pm. I went out at the Pedro Gil exit and took a cab there.


While in the cab: "Manong Glorietta3 sa may Fridays". Another SMS


Mr. Mister: "Resident Evil is on... Do you want me to buy tickets?"
Charles: Don't buy tickets yet I'm near."


Hehehe I'm near... I was still in Buendia that time...


Mr. Mister: "I'll be at timezone okay?"
Charles: "Alrighty I'm almost there."


Hehehe I was actually at Ayala Avenue near Shangri-la... It was raining went down at Glorietta 2. Walking towards G4... and it was already 2:45pm.


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "San kana?"
Charles: "I'm here at bibliarch!"


After 15minutes another SMS.


Mr. Mister: "Asan kana?"... I ran out of load I needed to find a loading station... By the time I reloaded another SMS came saying:


Mr. Mister: "I'm here at timezone"
Mr. Mister: "Ay gumaganti?!"
Charles: "I'm just around you okay!"
Mr. Mister: "Gumaganti!"
Charles: "I'm not like you!"


The nerve so he still remembered what he did a few months ago... when he stood me up for coffee.. This was actually during Madonnathon. I was already in front of timezone. Well honey I don't go to timezone since I am now a full grown voman.


SMS:
Charles: "I'm in front of timezone near muscle beach."
Mr. Mister: "Gumaganti kalang... Makauwi na nga!"
Charles: "I'm here near Tater's!"


My blood came rushing up my head... Talking to myself Tangina! You mean I went to G4 for nothing... I was super annoyed not annoyed, irritated. Oops irritated was not the word for that furious was actually the perfect word. I went down the escalator and walking near People are People I felt like I was going to burst in flames.


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "Nandito ako sa Tater's nasan kaba?"


Okay... Fine... So... I went back... I was back to the same escalator going up the movie house.


SMS:
Charles: "I'm here in front of Timezone!"
Mr. Mister: "Wala ka naman eh!"
Charles: "Naiinis na ako as in!!!"
Mr. Mister: "Eh nandito ako sa Timezone eh!"


I was super Grrrrrr... When I stepped back there he was...


Mr. Mister: San ka ba?
Charles: I just had to say this to you?! Sobrang naasar ako kasi I was already here kanina when you said na gumaganti ako at umuwi ka na...
Mr. Mister: Naubos yung batt ng cell ko. So I had to go to the lounge to charge my cell.
Charles: I see...
Mr. Mister: So what movie do you want to see...
Charles: Anything...
Mr. Mister: Uy sorry ha...
Charles: It's okay... it's okay...
Mr. Mister: Let's watch "Resident Evil" it's the best movie in America!
Charles: But its so action... You know killing, death, guns... I don't like too much action.
Mr. Mister: Come on... It's nice its by Mila Jovovich...
Charles: Okay lets go...


We went then and bought tickets... I was about to reach for my wallet and then he said he'll pay for it. Alrighty then so we have 1 hour and 45 minutes to waste.


Mr. Mister: Do you want to drink something or... I know ice cream?!
Charles: Ah great sige.


Shit I thought about ice cream dairy makes me gassy... So I said "tataba ako?!" then he said "Whats a few calories?" I then said Hello I have a deadline... "I'm having lemonade instead.


We went out for a smoke near Starbucks... While I was there... We did our small talks... You know like:... How are you? How's your work? When are your offs?... Blah blah blah... After the cigarette break he goes.. "Hey do you want to drink?"


Charles: Alcohol?
Mr. Mister: Yup!
Charles: Where?
Mr. Mister: @ Fridays.
Charles: Well I'm going to Government later for Dj's thingy... Aren't you going?
Mr. Mister: Yeah I am we'll go together.


Walking to Friday's we both sat at the bar...


Waiter: What can I get for you guys?
Mr. Mister: What do you want to drink?
Charles: Vodka Redbull.
Mr. Mister: I'll have 1 white russian and a vodka redbull.
Mr. Mister: Oh great... Its basket ball I like to watch this... I'm a lasalite? are you a Lasalite or an Atenean?
Charles: I'm neither of the two...
Mr. Mister: Oh where did you go?
Charles: I went to Fordham
Mr. Mister: I see... Do you like sports?
Charles: Yes but not basketball. Swimming is nice...
Mr. Mister: So are you performing at the black and white ball?
Charles: Yup... And I haven't memorized it yet.
Mr. Mister: What about the thing your doing with Drake, how is that?
Charles: Not done yet.


Well it was time for the movie... After our drinking thingy... We went to watch the movie... The movie was great. I didn't expect that I was actually going to like it. After the movie he asked me to do to timezone to play I said. "Go ahead play I'll just watch" he said: "Huh? why?" Well I'm not into playing video games I'm boring well I said to him "One of my friends told me that I live a boring life" because I have no love life, and I don't go out during the day.


Mr. Mister: You're not boring!
Mr. Mister: Look I'm more older than you...
Mr. Mister: I'm 32 years old! how old are you?
Charles: I'm older than you!
Mr. Mister: I don't believe you?
Charles: Look I'm 33years old. Old enough but I'm just gifted with youth...
Mr. Mister: You look like your in your late 20's
Charles: Told you I was gifted with youth...


Anyway we played air hockey... of course he won. Then we played bowling... Of course I won. Then we did the truck raise, sports car, then the gun game... That was fun. I've never done that for more than 10 years.


After timezone... We went to an internet cafe because he needed to send something thru email or whatever... An acquaintance was there "Besos".


Acquaintance: Hi Charles... I haven't seen you in a long time! How are you?
Charles: Oh Hello! I'm great
Mr. Mister to Charles: So what do you like to drink?
Charles to Mr. Mister: Anything!
Mr. Mister to Charles: I was taught by my parents to say something anything like juice, coffee, or tea if being asked...
Charles to Mr. Mister: Oops sorry... I don't want to drink anything.
Mr. Mister to Charles: Please drink something...
Charles to Mr. Mister: Fine coffee.


Waitress: Mocha or Vanilla
Charles: Mocha


Acquaintance: It looks like your sizing him.
Charles: Sizing who?
Acquaintance: Him?!
Charles: Who? Oh Mr. Mister?... No I wasn't! He's a good friend of mine...
Mr. Mister: How can he size me up! I'm not even Charles's type!


The Guy looked at me with malice then I said: Nahh! Then he left then I went back to where I was seatted.


Charles: What did you meant by what you said with that guy?
Mr. Mister: Why are you asking me that? Do you like me?
Charles: No?!
Mr. Mister: Hahaha No?!
Charles: No?!
Mr. Mister: If you say no?! Why are you blushing?!
Charles: I'm not!
Mr. Mister: How would you know?!
Charles: I know!


Then I went out side to make a call Gosh... Went back inside... As I went back he was going to pay already then I pulled out my wallet again and then he said to the cashier no I'll pay this because I'm a gentleman... That was sweet.


While walking we talked about the insident a while ago about the in liking part. Once again he asked me "Do you like me?" I blushed again! and then I said no! I changed the topic then diverted it to something interesting hehehe... we then went to bread talk then went to his friends house to leave the rest of his stuff so that he doesn't have anything to bring while were at gov.


We got to Gov at exactly 10pm for the "Wanna Be VIP" thingy. I was with Josh and his boyfriend Vince talking at the bar... Then he came and introduced me to some of his friends. The night was long and drugless hehehe but of course since Mamita is spinning I have to have a joint to spare.


I got so drunk drinking with Vince, and Jhon. I called Mr. Mister so we can smoke it together... Well we did... after a few hours he was gone... Henry invited me for congee at North Park with Dj, and Jhon... We did that... On the way home Henry dropped me off.


Next Day... Friday... and then Saturday... I was on medical leave... It was Dj's Party at Travellers... I went there after a Doctor's appointment. It was one hell of a party...


Mr. Mister: I need to tell you something! But I need to contemplate on it before I tell you!
Charles: Oh okay... Why am I going to wait till later you can tell me now?
Mr. Mister: I want to tell it to you later because I need time to contemplate on things...


That's weird but I just played like nothing happened...


Charles: Okay whats wrong with telling me now instead of later?
Mr. Mister: You know what your so good with mind games?! But you cant do it with me!
Charles: Huh? What do you mean mind games? Hello its not a game?!
Mr. Mister: Ang galing mo sa ganyan!
Charles: Okay... if you don't want to tell me you can whisper it to me?!
Mr. Mister: See... That's what I'm talking about...
Charles: Talking about what?!
Mr. Mister: Please...


So I did my socializing with all of his friends... A little later Wiley came, then Henry and then Jhon... Then I had to go home to change...


After a few... I went back to the hotel just to let them know that I was back...


SMS
Mr. Mister: "Asan kana? Wala kang pasok tapos wala ka dito? You don't love me anymore? No more hamburger party! Henry"


That was a distress signal from motherrrr... So went to government saw everybody said my Hi's and Hello's... So some of my tweeking close friends... but then another SMS from Marriah: "What did Delia take!" I said nothing just Vodka redbull then another SMS from Orange asking me the same thing? I SMS back and said "Why whats wrong tell me?" Orange said: Delia was in a seizure.


OMG what a way to destroy the GVness... So then went back at the hotel...


At travellers... It was dark... I was actually on the way to peaking... When they opened the door... It was Wiley Hello... Hello... of course in house galore... I went inside the room asking for Delia... He was sound a sleep. An hour later one by one left... Then Jhon and Charles came stayed for 30minutes then Jhon told me asked me do you want to come with us at Charles I said: "No thanks but thanks anyway for the invitation I'll see you guys later when they check out".


It was just me and him now... The rest are in the room...


Charles: "I said so can you tell me what you want to tell me now?"
Mr. Mister: Are you sure... Baka maBV ka?
Charles: Okay lang?!


He told me everything that needed to tell me... It was actually too personal to be written here so I wont.


Mr. Mister: Seryoso ka
Charles: Oo sige mula ngayun seseryosohin na kita?
Mr. Mister: Wag mo sakin sabihin yan chemical lang yan...
Charles: Huh? What do you think of me?
Mr. Mister: Bakit nung sinabi mo sa G4 sabi mo you dont like me!


I went to the restroom and when I was out I said:


Charles: "What if I do?"
Mr. Mister: Well what if I said that's great but too soon!
Mr. Mister: I'll see more of you...
Charles: Whatever!


I was so speachless... Mr. Mister said "Lets have lunch at North Park."


At North Park... I didn't want to sit beside him but then he sat beside Delia who was in front of me. Mr. Mister said: "Order what you like its my treat!" "Charles what do you like to drink?" I said lemonade. While seated on a table I was trickling my bag as if doing something because I didn't want to be caught off guard. Pulled out my cellphone and was texting Jhon to say that We've just checked out and no where to go. I guess that time we were both texting...


Delia: Sino ba tinetext nyong dalawa... Parang magkalapit lang tinetxt nyo!
Mr. Mister: Alam mo meron akong friend na para makatakas siya sa mga tanong ko kung ano ano ginagawa nya... kunyari titingin sa bag nya tapos magtetext para makaiwas lang sa mga tanong ko.
Charles: I was texting Henry and Jhon...
Mr. Mister: Bakit ikaw ba yun?
Charles: Alam mo meron akong friend kung ano ano tinatanong sakin eh sa wala ako masagot eh!!!


The whole lunch was very quiet... Because we sent messages to each other...


SMS
Mr. Mister: "Why did you say what if?"
Charles: "I was not sure what to say!"
Mr. Mister: ''Why did you say it? and why does it take you so long type what to say?"
Charles: "I had to feel everything I say!"
Mr. Mister: "Bakit kinikilig ka?!"
Charles: "Bakit ako kikiligin hello?! Akala mo lang yun!"
Mr. Mister: "Ang cute mo?!" "OOy kinikilig yan?!"
Charles: "Che?!"
Mr. Mister: "So you like me?!"
Charles: "Hmmm"
Mr. Mister: "Okay I guess it's time for me to back out!"


We finished eating... He said "Alam mo yung friend ko halos pareho sila ng ugali ng bestfriend niyang si Henry... Hindi consistent. Then I said... "Ah so hindi pala oh well..."


SMS
Mr. Mister: "So I'm backing out!"
Charles: "Oo na nga?!"
Mr. Mister: "So you like me!"
Mr. Mister: "Sayo na nang galing!"


He paid lunch then we all smoked outside North Park...


Charles to Mr. Mister: Does your friend makes you laugh?
Mr. Mister to Charles: Yes he does...


SMS
Mr. Mister: Yung Smile mo parang sumipsip lang ng kalamansi... Oy kinikilig!


*GIGGLES...


Mr. Mister to Charles: Does your friend makes you laugh as well...
Charles to Mr. Mister: Yes he does...


I SMS Henry asking that if Dj, Drake, and Him can come to the hamburger party. Henry said yes... I told them about Henry's message... They said yes... I also called Charles that we have no where to go... We all went to Charles's at Plaza Hotel That's where we stayed. Mr. Mister went home to change but then he wasn't able to com... 6:30pm Henry was already texting us to come...


Jhon and I went ahead Charles will just bring Dj and Drake there with him since he's still taking a bath we went ahead because we needed to buy more ground beef, cheese, and wasabi. Went to rustans for that... I SMS Mr. Mister Henry's address so he can follow.


While waiting for them at Henry's house Mr. Mister texted.


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "I'm sorry I wasn't able to follow at Charles's I fell asleep."
Charles: "Thats alright"...
Mr. Mister: "Where you now?" "Are you with the kids?"
Charles: "I'm on my way for jacuzzi downstairs." "The kids are coming with Charles."
Mr. Mister: "Wow thats nice?"
Mr. Mister: "What are you wearing?"
Charles: "Zon7 swim wear!"
Mr. Mister: "You cant wear that there?"
Charles: "Why can't I?" "My body is under contruction plus I'm confident!"
Mr. Mister: "Okay thats great!"
Charles: "Well you need to gain a little like atleast 5 lbs. so you to be fit and not look too dry hehehe." "So are you coming for dinner!"
Mr. Mister: "Ms. Munsi... I'll try but I'm really tired I need some rest."


After jacuzzi... Henry was already calling us for dinner... Drake, Charles, and Dj are already there then we all went up for dinner.


During dinner...


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "What up?"
Charles: "Having dinner now!"
Mr. Mister: "Is that substatial?"
Charles: "Yes why?"


Finished dinner... and it was time for drinks... We has 3 bottles of wine... and a couple of mixed cocktails while watching Will & Grace...


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "Umuwi ka na gabi na?" "Are you still with the Kids?"
Charles: "Yes I am... were just having drinks!" "Nakakahiya naman kay Henry gusto nya maginuman."
Mr. Mister: "Okay... Magpahinga kana!" "Tama na yan!"
Charles: "Sige I'll just finish this last Glass then we'll be going."
Mr. Mister: "Tigas ng ulo?! Hay!"


How demanding... After cocktails we all cleaned up and getting ready to leave... We all did our chores like we always do...


SMS:
Mr. Mister: "Magpayong ka at malakas ang ulan sa labas." "Text me when you're home."
Charles: "Were just wrapping up then home na!"
Mr. Mister: "Ingat pauwi!"


We said our goodbye's to Henry... then we all went down... One by one took a cab home...


SMS:
Charles: "Im on my way home!"
Mr. Mister: "Good text me when your there okay!"


Got home... Took a hot shower... Then went to bed. Texted him and said "Im home." then he said "Good Nights and Sweet Dreams.

What Is Friendship to You?

What is friendship to you, my friend? Yes, you are my friend, and as such, I ask that you do these things for me:


If I ever feel like giving up, be there for me, and inject me with novocaine or morphine or love or something until the pain subsides.


If I’m ever angry at the world, Don’t take offense tothe hollow threats I hurlferociously at your heart because I mean nothing I say.


Hold my emotions in your hands and don’t drop my feeble heart from its current state of madness.


Cover these thoughts made of glass with bubble wrap, because their fragility leaves me hanging in the balance.


Lend me your shoulder, your strength, when the weight of the world becomes too heavy for me to bear.


Send me into my dreams with the idea that you’ll be there tomorrow if I need a third eye to see clearly, or a second opinion on life.


Don’t compromise the fate of the world and pull me back into happiness, when my thoughts become too ANTI-EVERYTHING.


Support me when I’m right, and criticize me when I’m wrong. Stay true to yourself, so that you do the same for others.


But above all, make the term “friend” seem like it means more than just a simple conversation and unkept promises.


Just don’t fail me now, like so many others have before you.