Saturday November 15, 4:55pm I left the Philippines and went to Las Vegas via Philippine Airlines. We Arrived Mc Carran International Airport Las Vegas Saturday November 15, 5:55pm. Tita Luz was there to pick us up. Tita Luz was clueless that my Mom was with me.
After the airport Tita Luz is going to drop me off at Summerlin which was sooooo fucking far from the strip. Then on the way to the summerlin place I told Tita Luz that we made reservations at the Marriott Suites. We will stay there for 2 weeks until I get a room of my own somewhere near the strip. ("The Tita Luz Experience" will be the next blog)
After going to North Las Vegas to meet my housemate to be. Tita Luz decided to have dinner at Asia Buffet. right after dinner. I told her that Mom and I will be staying at the Marriott then we'll think about, if were going to stay at Summerlin at North Las Vegas or whatever. Finally she dropped us at Marriott. That same night I went down stairs to use their wifi I checked my friendster and Queenie my high school classmate messaged me giving me her cell number because she and her family lives in Vegas. I replied to her the hotels number and the room. The next day she called. and hanged with us.
My Mom and I got a room here at South West Las Vegas very close to the strip. Fabulous location after a week my Mom left. She went back to the Philippines. I've never felt so alone in my entire life. I came across a friend at YM and eventually I was already speaking with a very close friend of mine using Skype. I remember I was babbling about how sad and hard it was to get a job here in the U.S. well guess what I still don't have a job hehehe.
After that week another friend of mine called and said they are planning to spend new years eve here and asking me to look for a hotel accommodation for 3 days. I went out of my room to ask "Moriel" my land lord. She gave me a card from Palms Las Vegas 5 blocks away from where we live $89.00 for 2 days. I then called Dave to let him know. So he did and that was done.
After 2 days another super dooper close friend of mine called me early in the morning, I was still asleep dreaming about fantasy world. It was Red, telling me good news that he won tickets for 2 to USA! "Aba ate let me know para makapag handa ako ng banda at mga banderitas para sa inyong pagdating!"
After a week another friend of mine called, Brian my college kaberks! He said he is coming December 12 and will be staying at the Circus Circus. That was good news atleast I can leave the house and go to bars.
After 2 days I decided to come with my housemate Gerry. He's a "Really old school type." We had dinner at the Palms then he decided to go to Planet Hollywood to show me around. I asked him questions about gay places here in Vegas he said he doesn't know where but then he knows where "Krave" is located. hehehe
After Planet Hollywood, I asked him that I wanted to go to Charlie's this gay place at Tropicana and Arville. So we took the bus going there. Surprisingly packed on a Sunday because of NGRA Nevada Gay Rodeo Association. Never knew gays like to rodeo how butch hahaha. I've never been to a bar that plays ballroom and people dancing the electric slide the whole night. hahaha That same night I sms Brian and told him about the bar he said he'll just go there with me on Wednesday.
After 3 days Brian and I went to Charlie's. The door was closed and on the opposite side of the door it says press to enter. I pushed the button and I heard a long beep signaling me to open the door. Well when I opened the door there was only one person drinking at the bar with the bartender.
After a few drinks we left and just went to the Riviera for Slots and free booze. Then we parted and went to our own way home.
I woke up at 12nn wondering what to do. I've decided to just go solo. Meaning to discover gay places by myself. I got up went to the shower decided to wear something butch and checked the map and went to find the Escape lounge located at West Sahara and Arville Rd. While at the bus Brian sms me saying that he is leaving tomorrow at 10am to Dallas and he wants to meet and come with me where ever Im going. I sms messaged him back saying to meet me at West Sahara and Arville.
After 15 minutes I reached my destination. Escape lounge when I was about to open the door my cell rang it was Brian. "Ate! sunduin moko dito hindi ko alam papunta jan!" So I said fine went back to the bus stop and told him to meet me at Las Vegas Blvd. Another 15minutes has passed and I was already at Las Vegas Blvd. called him and met him and rushed to the bus stop.
After 20 minutes due to the traffic on the way back to where I was. There are 2 separate doors leading to the lounge the 1st was the main door going to the foyer then another closed door with a door bell then its the lounge. There was a big over sized bar with a lot of people sitting by it. We ordered our drink and it was two for one. The Bartender Brandon, what a sweetheart was very entertaining. Well we ended up drunk and we did not even know how we came home.
Brian went home today, he sms me saying that he had a wonderful time last night and could not even remember how he got home. I stayed home the whole day. Didn't even feel like going out.
After dinner a strange number appeared to my cell. Hello? "Can I speak with Charles please?" This is Charles I repied. "Ateee pupunta ako jan sa December 28 and 29 labas tayo?!" Sino to? "Si Ruel College. You posted your number sa Harooj Society Remember?"
More to come....
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow and So on
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow and So on
exasperation, your breath being sucked out of you
cold air stiffening your every step
running home fighting every second
adrenaline, your only friend
voice cracking hands shaking lips clenched tight
words rattling your brain, memories of conversations
eternally embedded into your subconscious mind
ugly things your mother said when you were young
words you could never shake
words that you became, just because you hate them so much
passion swarming in your blood
a house for your love
an outlet for creativity
your feeling yellow but so much that even the air feels wary of its existence
the stains on your fingers from smoking become more evident
the sanctuary you used to know now just a dream
the beauty you used to see now just a picture
a smile on your face somehow brings me down
shouldn't this work the other way around?
chatterbox laughing at a joke i used to know
i listen but am blank, just watch the moment go
they are good friends yes they warm my thoughts
swarming around, why is my stomach in a knot?
i choke out a half hearted laugh
maybe even smirk
inside i feel such wrath
i feel like such a jerk
witty and smug they are cozy and loved
never would touch a drug
i'm standing here right next to them
thoughts troubled with sin
they are laughing, smiling when
i feel i'm outside looking in.
exasperation, your breath being sucked out of you
cold air stiffening your every step
running home fighting every second
adrenaline, your only friend
voice cracking hands shaking lips clenched tight
words rattling your brain, memories of conversations
eternally embedded into your subconscious mind
ugly things your mother said when you were young
words you could never shake
words that you became, just because you hate them so much
passion swarming in your blood
a house for your love
an outlet for creativity
your feeling yellow but so much that even the air feels wary of its existence
the stains on your fingers from smoking become more evident
the sanctuary you used to know now just a dream
the beauty you used to see now just a picture
a smile on your face somehow brings me down
shouldn't this work the other way around?
chatterbox laughing at a joke i used to know
i listen but am blank, just watch the moment go
they are good friends yes they warm my thoughts
swarming around, why is my stomach in a knot?
i choke out a half hearted laugh
maybe even smirk
inside i feel such wrath
i feel like such a jerk
witty and smug they are cozy and loved
never would touch a drug
i'm standing here right next to them
thoughts troubled with sin
they are laughing, smiling when
i feel i'm outside looking in.
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow and So on...
exasperation, your breath being sucked out of you
cold air stiffening your every step
running home fighting every second
adrenaline, your only friend
voice cracking hands shaking lips clenched tight
words rattling your brain, memories of conversations
eternally embedded into your subconscious mind
ugly things your mother said when you were young
words you could never shake
words that you became, just because you hate them so much
passion swarming in your blood
a house for your love
an outlet for creativity
your feeling yellow but so much that even the air feels wary of its existence
the stains on your fingers from smoking become more evident
the sanctuary you used to know now just a dream
the beauty you used to see now just a picture
a smile on your face somehow brings me down
shouldn't this work the other way around?
chatterbox laughing at a joke i used to know
i listen but am blank, just watch the moment go
they are good friends yes they warm my thoughts
swarming around, why is my stomach in a knot?
i choke out a half hearted laugh
maybe even smirk
inside i feel such wrath
i feel like such a jerk
witty and smug they are cozy and loved
never would touch a drug
i'm standing here right next to them
thoughts troubled with sin
they are laughing, smiling when
i feel i'm outside looking in.
cold air stiffening your every step
running home fighting every second
adrenaline, your only friend
voice cracking hands shaking lips clenched tight
words rattling your brain, memories of conversations
eternally embedded into your subconscious mind
ugly things your mother said when you were young
words you could never shake
words that you became, just because you hate them so much
passion swarming in your blood
a house for your love
an outlet for creativity
your feeling yellow but so much that even the air feels wary of its existence
the stains on your fingers from smoking become more evident
the sanctuary you used to know now just a dream
the beauty you used to see now just a picture
a smile on your face somehow brings me down
shouldn't this work the other way around?
chatterbox laughing at a joke i used to know
i listen but am blank, just watch the moment go
they are good friends yes they warm my thoughts
swarming around, why is my stomach in a knot?
i choke out a half hearted laugh
maybe even smirk
inside i feel such wrath
i feel like such a jerk
witty and smug they are cozy and loved
never would touch a drug
i'm standing here right next to them
thoughts troubled with sin
they are laughing, smiling when
i feel i'm outside looking in.
Friday, October 17, 2008
The Day I Left Accenture...
Thursday morning October 16th was my last day at Accenture. My gosh I didn't know resigning was much harder than applying. I had to go to different offices just to have my clearance signed. Haay so tiring.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Leaving Very Soon...
My Flight to Vegas was cancelled on the 22nd of November to the 15th of November instead. haay... this is just a test thingie but the flight schedules are correct! Have a good day to all.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Thoughts of Dating
My friends would always say that I'm such a good catch. But recently, I'm finding that harder and harder to believe (only because recent dates seem to be proving to me otherwise). Sometimes, I can't help but think if there's really something wrong with me or has all the good men (gay or straight) become really that hard to find?
In our never-ending search for happiness, we date and date to try our luck on this game. And while we try to make a good first impression, there are really times when there's just no connection. So what does it take to make not just a good first impression but to make a lasting one?
When you meet a person for the first time in a date, there are certain rules that you follow. Here’s mine:
1. Prepare for your date but don't be over the top. Find out where you're going and dress appropriately. Don't wear an evening gown or a tux if you're just going for coffee or a movie. You don't want to intimidate the other person that much. Be comfortable on what you're wearing. Feeling good on what you're wearing always gives you more confidence.
2. Good Manners are always a must. Remember the things you were taught in school, Good Manners and Right Conduct. Don't curse or say inappropriate words and remember to say 'please' and 'thank you'. Nothing beats an educated person. After all, no one wants to hear the word SH*T or F*CK in every other sentence.
3. Talk about things you may have in common. Find that connection and start a nice conversation. Never talk about your EX's. No one wants to hear about it. That's why they are called, EX's -- they should remain just that. Don't talk about work; it's not a job interview.
4. Be confident (but don't overdo it). Over-confidence can be misunderstood as arrogance. If you're too shy, then try to open up a little. Don't clam up. Loosen up a bit.
5. Don't talk too much. Learn to listen and don't talk about yourself as if you want to reveal everything in one blow. Keep a little mystery. And don't ask too many questions. Especially inappropriate ones like, "What's your favorite position in bed?" Reserve that for the the 5th, 6th, or 10th date… if you get that far.
6. Be honest. No one likes a liar.
7. If you don't see the date to be going anywhere, have the courage to say so. Don't just stay there and endure the torture but if you can then at least let the date finish and be on your separate ways. Try your luck on the next one.
8. Keep the friendship. Don't feel bad if one did not like the other. It happens. You don't expect everyone to have the same feelings, right? So if you don't like the person or that person doesn't like you, remain friends. She/he might have another friend she/he could refer to you. Keep your network open.
9. Don't assume. Don't play the guessing game. Most likely, if there's a connection you don't even have to ask if the fondness is mutual. You'll go out again for sure.
10. Don't end on a bad note. Make sure you thank the other person for the company and the time. You did make an effort for this date after all.
Mind you, I do not claim to be an expert on dating. These are taken from my experiences and you're welcomed to share your own little DO's and DON'Ts on the matter. I've had my fair share of mishaps on dating. Stories you'd probably die laughing when you hear. But let me reserve that on future blog entries.
In our never-ending search for happiness, we date and date to try our luck on this game. And while we try to make a good first impression, there are really times when there's just no connection. So what does it take to make not just a good first impression but to make a lasting one?
When you meet a person for the first time in a date, there are certain rules that you follow. Here’s mine:
1. Prepare for your date but don't be over the top. Find out where you're going and dress appropriately. Don't wear an evening gown or a tux if you're just going for coffee or a movie. You don't want to intimidate the other person that much. Be comfortable on what you're wearing. Feeling good on what you're wearing always gives you more confidence.
2. Good Manners are always a must. Remember the things you were taught in school, Good Manners and Right Conduct. Don't curse or say inappropriate words and remember to say 'please' and 'thank you'. Nothing beats an educated person. After all, no one wants to hear the word SH*T or F*CK in every other sentence.
3. Talk about things you may have in common. Find that connection and start a nice conversation. Never talk about your EX's. No one wants to hear about it. That's why they are called, EX's -- they should remain just that. Don't talk about work; it's not a job interview.
4. Be confident (but don't overdo it). Over-confidence can be misunderstood as arrogance. If you're too shy, then try to open up a little. Don't clam up. Loosen up a bit.
5. Don't talk too much. Learn to listen and don't talk about yourself as if you want to reveal everything in one blow. Keep a little mystery. And don't ask too many questions. Especially inappropriate ones like, "What's your favorite position in bed?" Reserve that for the the 5th, 6th, or 10th date… if you get that far.
6. Be honest. No one likes a liar.
7. If you don't see the date to be going anywhere, have the courage to say so. Don't just stay there and endure the torture but if you can then at least let the date finish and be on your separate ways. Try your luck on the next one.
8. Keep the friendship. Don't feel bad if one did not like the other. It happens. You don't expect everyone to have the same feelings, right? So if you don't like the person or that person doesn't like you, remain friends. She/he might have another friend she/he could refer to you. Keep your network open.
9. Don't assume. Don't play the guessing game. Most likely, if there's a connection you don't even have to ask if the fondness is mutual. You'll go out again for sure.
10. Don't end on a bad note. Make sure you thank the other person for the company and the time. You did make an effort for this date after all.
Mind you, I do not claim to be an expert on dating. These are taken from my experiences and you're welcomed to share your own little DO's and DON'Ts on the matter. I've had my fair share of mishaps on dating. Stories you'd probably die laughing when you hear. But let me reserve that on future blog entries.
A date is an opportunity for you to meet someone. Meeting a person that could be your future lover, husband/wife, partner, or even friend, it doesn’t have to be too complicated. Remember, it's just another person you're meeting, so don't pressure yourself if it doesn't work. Throw back the fish and let's catch some more. Sooner or later, you might just end up catching the biggest fish at sea.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
It's all about August...
It has been a long time since I wrote my last blog well so far it has been ages. I have been very busy with my work at Accenture, too busy listening to dumb Americans who couldn't connect to the internet.
Let me start with my monthly update beginning last May of this year. May 24th 2008 was my first year at Accenture.
Followed by my first hospitalization due to kidney stones on the that same week. June was the beginning of something big... June 13, 2008 was my interview for the U. S. Embassy as an immigrant, it went well by the way.
July was the month that I was so busy at work that I have never had time to party.
August, yes August the birthday month was spectacular. My birthday at Government was the best partee to the maximum level hahaha too bad some of my friends weren't there. 2nd week of August I think and It was a Sunday I collapsed due to over partee and as well as stress. I had a bad fall, I hurt my back went to therapy for a week then after that... Hey life must go on Partee On!
The last day of August was Madonnathon I had dinner for the first time with a very good friend of mine together with his friends and later with his honeypoo Eric. Partee was is crisis because of drug bust sometime that probably on the third week. Well the good thing a close friend was a savior. Bought five pieces, three I sold to a friend for whatever its worth hehehe... But of course two I kept for myself. Red and Eric dropped me off at Government sooo sweet! "Thanks Guys!" Two of my friends where already there looking like vultures waiting for their prey hehehe... Okay so I said shall we? They said; We shall!!! perfect timing the party has already started. So they already got there's and I have mine. Then we parted ways and get on with the event.
That same night we, Jhon, Ana, Johnny were seated at the ground floor lounge near the smoking area. I looked to my right... Much to my surprise... This person... Wait... I know him... He stared back and smiled... That sweet smile... He came up to me and said: "Hey! It has been a long time? How are you?"... Hello?! of course I said: "I'm great?! Never been better! It's so nice to see you again! Who are you with?" He said: "I'm with a friend." I said: Who?! Where?... Then I saw Martin. Okay... with my right brow up!
Shit... he's so cute! He's chinese, but definately not an ER! Hmmm interesting... We exchanged numbers then... he licked my ear... "That's weird?" Is that how you pick up a girl now a days by licking their ear! Well I guess he knew that I felt really uncomfortable that he decided to step down and had drinks with Martin.
After a few... I went to the smoking room to smoke a cigarette... By the way his name was Patrick! anyway going back went to the smoking room to smoke a cigarette... I saw Patrick topless, drunk and was a mess... When he saw me he came up to me and said: "Somebody took my shirt! How can I go home?"... Martin said: "Napagtripan Yata?!" Of course me... Speechless... What will I do? Awww haay How can I help? I said all I can do is when the partee is over I'll help you look for your shirt okay... Next thing I knew I've forgot about it went home and slept the whole day.August 31, 2008 9ish in the evening I was home reading all my online thingies... I suddenly thought about Patrick... Whatever happened to him? Who did he went home with? I felt like there was a big neon question mark on top of my head! Helloow what was I thinking, he is with Martin..
I couldn't help myself then I finally did... I texted him:
Charles: Hi Patrick! I just thought about you. How are you?
Patrick: Just woke up! I'm sorry I left without even saying goodbye I was so drunk!
Charles: That's okay I went home was so wasted! So did you ever find your shirt?
Patrick: No, I never did. I'm sorry I acted stupid last night!
Charles: No you didn't you where just drunk! And I understand that people do fooling things when they're drunk. :)
Patrick: Hehehe Hey If ever that you want to go out Im free every Saturdays and Sundays.
Charles: I'll take note of that.
At least he had the courage to say that "He really looked stupid that night"... But then stupid is not the word that best describes his actions... "It was more as being silly!"
September 4th Thursday night I was on the way to work I thought of texting him my hi's and hello's... Never really got the chance to do a little small talk. He replied saying that he was on his way to work... Including the address and the company where he works for... is that like a calling?! Hey both of us works in a Call Center in the same location but different stations. Mine was Boni. His was Edsa Central. Friday night I texted him again inviting him for a party at Government on the 13th for one love one family its a client appreciations night. Of course I have to be there. Okay so I invited him... Unfortunately he can't because its his birthday and he is celebrating it at Galera. Then he said he'll just be at Government on Saturday with friends but then I couldn't. Because I had to do a Rest day over time for three hours at the office since I said I can make it! I went to the office and then took a three hour O. T. Then went straight to Government and then eventually met him and his friend there. Diba hindi nakatiis!
That was actually last night! Jhon gave me partee as his belated gift just one because I really don't want to make the impression that I partee. He was really nice to talk to looked like he can carry a conversation really well. Never thought we had the same thought about the club scene. But then too bad he had to go back and forth for his friend. 3ish I already drank the pill... Met up with some old friends from Galera... 
The owner of Zanzi Bar he bought me a drink, then another, and then another... I didn't really enjoyed my belated birthday pill. I guess too much to drink but then Patrick and his friend was actually just behind us. After that drinking session with Mr. Zanzi. Went over to Jhon because he was by the bar... Shit I felt like I drank one pitcher of Mindoro Sling all by myself.
The owner of Zanzi Bar he bought me a drink, then another, and then another... I didn't really enjoyed my belated birthday pill. I guess too much to drink but then Patrick and his friend was actually just behind us. After that drinking session with Mr. Zanzi. Went over to Jhon because he was by the bar... Shit I felt like I drank one pitcher of Mindoro Sling all by myself. That time when I was beside Jhon looking so tipsy and all he came up to me and said: "I really want to get to know you more! I want to know what's on your mind". Well what can I say! Well I guess let's do that over dinner and some drinks this is when you're not busy! Diba Bitchyness...
Friday, July 4, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Later part of the story...
JOURNAL: Office 1
After swapping with someone from another team I had to go on duty on my day off's which was Wednesday and the other day... Well last wednesday got up at around 7pm to prepare for my shift at the office as soon as I was ready told the driver to drop me off at the office... Psychologically lazy since that, that day was my day off. All dressed up for work as in wearing my office couture.
Got to the office in just in time. My work station was changed I was located on the corner next to a large window facing Ortigas. My own work station in my own section. Haay... there was only one word to discribe what that situation was "NAKAKALUNKOT!" imagine being just the only tenure agent located on an empty section on the far end of the building.
A few minutes later after setting up my tools... Julio our new team mate he said: "My duty kadin?" I said yes why are you here aren't you supposed to be off? He said: Hindi eh kasi I just did last week so I had to be on duty transition period. So I said Oh... Okay! God is good hehehe.
1:00am came and I was taking calls as usual my Ex-Crush "Christian" the guy that I liked here at the office walked by... He gave me a glance well of course I didn't really say anything but he looked as if that he wanted to tell me something... I can feel that he has something to say but something is just holding him back...
Seriously... I am not over him as in... But I know in mind that he and I can never be together because its just not meant to be... Haay sayang... Kainis... No matter how many times we keep away from each other there are just intances that we cross paths... Chaka... Pilikula!!!
I'm on my lunch break now... In 4 minutes I have to be online again and take calls...
Going back last wednesday I got super ugly calls the whole day ang chaka!!! I got 2 sup calls which was not resolved...
Next day was just yesterday... SAME STATION, SAME CRAP, SAME CALLS... hahaha... Yesterday was different our section was populated by Nesting the new be's. Questions was here and there because their was just one floor support and there are atleast 20 people on nesting so I had to help him with the support that they needed...
Lunch time... Had lunch with my other friends here at work Donna, Love, and Dia... They know about my issue with Chris... We were having girl talks about Chris then Donna said: "Haay Naku Charles... Deadma huwag mo aksayahan ng panahon yang minchu nayan tingnan mo! as in pag nakita mo isnobbin mo at talikuran mo!"
After lunch at the smoking lounge... What a coinsidence... Chriswas there with RC another friend of ours... RC said Hi! to me Chris was there so smoking... Shit now is my chance... RC: Charles oh ano na?! kelan ang inuman natin!... Charles: Ikaw sige set natin... RC: Sa inyo... Charles friend ko si Chris... ... Oh my gosh he didn't know that we know each other I gave him a grin. Oops excuse me then sabay talikod! hahaha bastos! Good thing another friend of mine came and said hi. Shit... It really felt good shit super winner yun hahaha
On my way home fixed my station fixed everything as I stood up I never knew my station was close to his, ano ba? What's up with that? Everywhere I go I see him... Before going home I decided to go to the rest room to wash my hands and to take off my sweater... On the way out... As I opened the door there he was again... I didn't say anything but then I just went my way.
I went to the office early today because I know that our work stations have been changed. Finally we were assigned at the right side by the wall instead of the one by the window usually if your on the window side it gets hot when the morning sun is setting. Anyway of course I got to the office early to avoid system issues since its a new station.
I am here right now in my new station and guess what! Across my section is Chris's station. It is so hard to look on my left side because when I do he is there.... Hay putang ina!
Why am I even thinking about this... What do you think?! Shit?! Is it unfinished business or what do you think?
Wait to be continued... Log out nako have to go home! See you later!
Monday, February 18, 2008
Yesterday, Today, and The Other Day...
Yesterday... I had a wonderful time with my friends Red, Eric, Mark, Jp, The gullible Bebe and his Honey Bunny Mr. Ashley. The time was spent during an in house party at Makati Prime... It was Marks birthday bash... Pure "extacy"... Hehehe... It was acctually the first time that Katrina wasn't found... I guess my resources are not good now a days... Chaka!
The whole day and night was spent talking about people... What they did... What they looked at... How they act... How we talked about them... Hahaha. That was so much fun...
Today... Was a lazy day... As in super doopper lazy... There was no room for Stacey... I guess I just had too much of Stacey and her twin sisters... Also had a zip-lock of CK which was journey as its best... 2pm was late check out, we had our group breakfast at Rufoos... I had fried Crispy Danggit, Tocilog, and Salted Red Egg with Tomato... Talk about pigging out! After breakfast we all went back to the hotel... Watched the news... Hellew I've never had time for that ever as in... Because when I come home from work, I rather watch what's on HBO just to make me sleep...
Going back...Yup! 2pm. was the time we checked out from the hotel... We all decided to have Iced tea at Wendy's before going home. I got home after 45mins. Was super traffic at Makati Avenue as always. Before going home here I am... Finishing this blogging my thoughts... Guess what I have been eating the whole day and I don't know why?!
The Other Day... It was Hed Kandi at A-Venue last Saturday... I felt soooo itchy on going since I heard that the Gang was coming... I dropped by Government before going to work... I Mom said that the driver is downstairs he can drop me to work of course I said why not!?
9:30pm I asked the driver to get ready and I we will be on our way to Government, then after that we'll be going to the office after I meet with Don... Unfortunately I ended up calling the office saying I has a migraine and cannot go to work. "Haay buhay!" No worries... I ended up staying for a while because Don was late. Okay, okay, okay fine... To make the long story short... The gang and I all went to Hed Kandi... And I had so much fun... So much wasted as in "Super Fucking Wasted!" Thanks to our friends Charlie and Katrina as the new couple, of course the undesputed Stacey and her twin sisters and the most nicest thing is... I was sharing Good Vibes with my fabtastic friends Red, Eric, Bebe, Mark and Jp and his "Pamin" friend Ashley... Thank you again love you all... See you?!
Friday, February 8, 2008
Single Brown Filipino... CARLOS STA. ANA is MY STALKER!
Wednesday morning after my shift... I decided to get some of my stuff at CGS because I heard from Klein that he couldn't clean the flooring because of my stuff that was on the one side of the living room as if it would make a difference. Because I do believe on the saying "Cleanliness Begins With In..."
That morning after shift I went straight to 5G. I sms Nico to prepare the contract of lease so I can finally pull out all of my stuff at least some of it. When I got there... Since I still have all of my stuff there I still have the keys for the unit. Knock knock... "Nico can I borrow the contract of lease so I can get some of my stuff!" He was cooperative didn't really said anything and just gave it to me without any hesitations. After that scene I went straight to the admin so they can sign my pull out form so I can be on my mary way.
After a half hour I was very quick to at least bring some of my belongings including my favorite Boom Box one thing I could never leave behind... I told Klein I will be back for the home entertainment pieces. On the way home I sms messaged Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight to help me unload my stuff and bring it upstairs in my room.
As soon as they brought all of my belongings to my room I personally placed my favorite Boom box on his own table.
Plugged it to power source...
Then...
Error Message... no disk...
Huh that's weird...
I checked it there was a CD but then when I closed it... Pushed "play". Another error message... no disk. Then much to my surprise... When I flipped it open took out the disk I saw the lense... It was damaged... Crushed into bits... Only one person went in my mind... That BITCH!!! Yes it was him Carlos Sta. Ana... Grrr I was in rangedI sms messaged Klein... Even he did not say anything but then he's saying... "Pinagbibintangan mo ba ako Ate?!" I said Klein... " Hindi kita pinagbibintangan... and sinasabi ko lang ay... Bakit?!
All he said was... "Ate ako na ang bahala!"
I couldn't imagine how anyone as sick as Carlos can do such a thing... And he said I was a monster?!... Who is the monster now?
I decided to just go back there and get all of my stuff... That same second I said to myself gosh ang tindi ba ng ginawa ko para ganunin ako ng "KUPAL" na yun? I changed took my keys and drove to CGS with Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight...
When I got there... Nico was the only one there... I guess Klein was too busy to even wait for me... Or even see me for the last time at least... I told Kuya Dwight and Nana Nita... "Paki kuha nalang lahat m\ng ituro ko at ilagay niyo sa car..." Yung coffee table iwan nyo para may matira naman kahit isa na galing sakin..." Took everything the drapes, TV, DVD, the corner table, shower curtains, toilet seats, everything in the living room that belonged to me even the light bulbs... At least I left them a coffee table to remind them of me.
Before I left... I spoke with Nico... Said my sorry's... "Sorry it didn't work out between all of us." blah blah blah... Then he said "Sorry din sa ngyari sa sterio mo... Isa lang masasabi ko kung sino man ang gumawa non matindi ang galit sayo... Alam ko lahat kami pwede gawin yun sayo... Yun nga lang unfair talaga at hindi nya ikaw hinarap... Gamit mo sinira nya... What does he mean by that?
I got home safe and sound no worries except for what Nico said... I checked everything that needed to be checked... Then I noticed there was one thing missing... Something very memorable... I searched and searched... Oh shit I remembered Carlos borrowed my o.d.m. watch and he still has it... Shit I have to text him and be nice...
SMS: To Carlos
Ate paki bigay nalang kay Klein or Nico yung o.d.m na watch ko kunin ko nalang when I have time.
cc: Klein and Nico
Carlos: Okay...
Next day I was on my way to Makati I needed to bring Jackie to the Vet... Then I decided to just stop be CGS. To get my watch from Carlos... I texted him and said "Ate kunin ko na yung watch I'm in the area... He texted back and said sige...
So I then went to CGS. I asked the guard where I can park... Then he said I cant since I was not a tenant anymore... So then I asked Nana Nita to get it from him... After a few minutes... I thought about what is it taking her so long to get it... I then parked the car somewhere inside and then went to see what is taking her so long just to get it...
I saw Carlos talking to Nana Nita... Carlos was saying "Hindi ko ibibigay ang relos mo hangang hindi mo bayaran ang koriente dahil mapuputulan na kami?!... Hello?! is that my problem... Why did Klein sign any documents about me pulling out my belongings that I'm free to go because I consumed everything already... Hello?! wala akong utang sakanila... Sila ang may utang sakin?!... Enough of this things... I called Klein I said... "Ate ano ito?!" Ano nanamang issue ito... Ikaw ang tinuturo... Klein said bigay mo kay Carlos... It was on load speaker... Klein was laughing in the back ground saying... Ate ibigay mo na kay Charles ang relos niya... Ako na bahala sa P710.00 pesos... My Gosh P710.00 pesos... Grabe maggaganon dahil sa P710.00 pesos Grabe ang CHEAP... ang CHEAP CHEAP... nawala lang ako wala na sila mabayad sa kuryente?!
To make it short... Yes... I got my watch back... Spoke to Candy Lasquetti who is a very close friend of mine who Carlos claims to be his childhood family friend... Im sorry to say but Candy said it was all lies... The real story was that Candy's Dad married a girl who had children so si Carlos Sta. Ana ay isang sampid!!! HAhahaha kawawa naman.
Carlos still texts me... saying "Pupuntahan kita sa Accenture at mambubulabog ako dun... Hindi mo ko kilala madami akong kilala sa accenture... Madami akong kilala sa H.R. ano kaya sasabihin nila sayo kung sabihin ko sa kanila na san galing yung medical certificates mo?!
Well if ever he does... He hasn't seen the worst of me yet... And I'm never going to be fair if I think its fair... Don't mess with me Carlos Sta. Ana. You haven't seen or felt anything yet. So please don't try me...
OVER... and OUT!
That morning after shift I went straight to 5G. I sms Nico to prepare the contract of lease so I can finally pull out all of my stuff at least some of it. When I got there... Since I still have all of my stuff there I still have the keys for the unit. Knock knock... "Nico can I borrow the contract of lease so I can get some of my stuff!" He was cooperative didn't really said anything and just gave it to me without any hesitations. After that scene I went straight to the admin so they can sign my pull out form so I can be on my mary way.
After a half hour I was very quick to at least bring some of my belongings including my favorite Boom Box one thing I could never leave behind... I told Klein I will be back for the home entertainment pieces. On the way home I sms messaged Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight to help me unload my stuff and bring it upstairs in my room.
As soon as they brought all of my belongings to my room I personally placed my favorite Boom box on his own table.
Plugged it to power source...
Then...
Error Message... no disk...
Huh that's weird...
I checked it there was a CD but then when I closed it... Pushed "play". Another error message... no disk. Then much to my surprise... When I flipped it open took out the disk I saw the lense... It was damaged... Crushed into bits... Only one person went in my mind... That BITCH!!! Yes it was him Carlos Sta. Ana... Grrr I was in rangedI sms messaged Klein... Even he did not say anything but then he's saying... "Pinagbibintangan mo ba ako Ate?!" I said Klein... " Hindi kita pinagbibintangan... and sinasabi ko lang ay... Bakit?!
All he said was... "Ate ako na ang bahala!"
I couldn't imagine how anyone as sick as Carlos can do such a thing... And he said I was a monster?!... Who is the monster now?
I decided to just go back there and get all of my stuff... That same second I said to myself gosh ang tindi ba ng ginawa ko para ganunin ako ng "KUPAL" na yun? I changed took my keys and drove to CGS with Nana Nita and Kuya Dwight...
When I got there... Nico was the only one there... I guess Klein was too busy to even wait for me... Or even see me for the last time at least... I told Kuya Dwight and Nana Nita... "Paki kuha nalang lahat m\ng ituro ko at ilagay niyo sa car..." Yung coffee table iwan nyo para may matira naman kahit isa na galing sakin..." Took everything the drapes, TV, DVD, the corner table, shower curtains, toilet seats, everything in the living room that belonged to me even the light bulbs... At least I left them a coffee table to remind them of me.
Before I left... I spoke with Nico... Said my sorry's... "Sorry it didn't work out between all of us." blah blah blah... Then he said "Sorry din sa ngyari sa sterio mo... Isa lang masasabi ko kung sino man ang gumawa non matindi ang galit sayo... Alam ko lahat kami pwede gawin yun sayo... Yun nga lang unfair talaga at hindi nya ikaw hinarap... Gamit mo sinira nya... What does he mean by that?
I got home safe and sound no worries except for what Nico said... I checked everything that needed to be checked... Then I noticed there was one thing missing... Something very memorable... I searched and searched... Oh shit I remembered Carlos borrowed my o.d.m. watch and he still has it... Shit I have to text him and be nice...
SMS: To Carlos
Ate paki bigay nalang kay Klein or Nico yung o.d.m na watch ko kunin ko nalang when I have time.
cc: Klein and Nico
Carlos: Okay...
Next day I was on my way to Makati I needed to bring Jackie to the Vet... Then I decided to just stop be CGS. To get my watch from Carlos... I texted him and said "Ate kunin ko na yung watch I'm in the area... He texted back and said sige...
So I then went to CGS. I asked the guard where I can park... Then he said I cant since I was not a tenant anymore... So then I asked Nana Nita to get it from him... After a few minutes... I thought about what is it taking her so long to get it... I then parked the car somewhere inside and then went to see what is taking her so long just to get it...
I saw Carlos talking to Nana Nita... Carlos was saying "Hindi ko ibibigay ang relos mo hangang hindi mo bayaran ang koriente dahil mapuputulan na kami?!... Hello?! is that my problem... Why did Klein sign any documents about me pulling out my belongings that I'm free to go because I consumed everything already... Hello?! wala akong utang sakanila... Sila ang may utang sakin?!... Enough of this things... I called Klein I said... "Ate ano ito?!" Ano nanamang issue ito... Ikaw ang tinuturo... Klein said bigay mo kay Carlos... It was on load speaker... Klein was laughing in the back ground saying... Ate ibigay mo na kay Charles ang relos niya... Ako na bahala sa P710.00 pesos... My Gosh P710.00 pesos... Grabe maggaganon dahil sa P710.00 pesos Grabe ang CHEAP... ang CHEAP CHEAP... nawala lang ako wala na sila mabayad sa kuryente?!
To make it short... Yes... I got my watch back... Spoke to Candy Lasquetti who is a very close friend of mine who Carlos claims to be his childhood family friend... Im sorry to say but Candy said it was all lies... The real story was that Candy's Dad married a girl who had children so si Carlos Sta. Ana ay isang sampid!!! HAhahaha kawawa naman.
Carlos still texts me... saying "Pupuntahan kita sa Accenture at mambubulabog ako dun... Hindi mo ko kilala madami akong kilala sa accenture... Madami akong kilala sa H.R. ano kaya sasabihin nila sayo kung sabihin ko sa kanila na san galing yung medical certificates mo?!
Well if ever he does... He hasn't seen the worst of me yet... And I'm never going to be fair if I think its fair... Don't mess with me Carlos Sta. Ana. You haven't seen or felt anything yet. So please don't try me...
OVER... and OUT!
Saturday, February 2, 2008
A Greatest Learning Experience...
It was just a moments notice that I recieved an SMS message from a friend saying that he finally had a place for us to live in... I was very hesitant at first because I was not really sure about how to live as a unsecured individual who only know about having fun, partying, living the life as someone who didn't care less about the people around him.
My 1st month was superb... Although I was not able to feel life as it was... i was actually adjusting. My room mates Nico an d Klein had a very intemate bond. Klein was my teacher, he taught me everything that needed to be learned... Such as living for tomorrow. Klein taught me so many things about saving for my future and live the way I should live within my control, he has taught me so much that I've forgotten how it felt like to live with my mothers shadow. All the splendour everything I dreamed about only I know how it felt like. Klein was the one who showed me how to live and how to spend for myself.
Nico on the other hand was someone who was a sweer heart. The apple of my eye for his amaizing personality... He was very misterious in a way that only he can possess.
It was 2nd week of november weve all paid out advances for our rent... We started with nothing but bit by bit our house became as livable as posible. I remember when it was time to go to Government I always made sure that I would be treated as the way I was treated. Respect as the only Queen of Government would endure. I know that for a fact that Nico would be slirting and would party the way I am... Sady he doesn't. In his size you wouldn't think he was the type that sleeps around but he does. I respected that because that was his nature. Klein... The best friend I've ever had was the type that knows how to have fun, eventhough he was attached with his partner Ian "of course it was just between us that he sleeps or have sex with others behind his boyfriends nose". Funny but I believe living with these people made me realize that the world doesn't revolve with just one person like myself...
3rd week a really good friend of mine Carlo Aquilizan asked me if he could stay just for two weeks. Of course I also have to ask my house mates Nico and Klein about what they think about Lowe moving in for two weeks... Have I told you... I know I did lowe was my Mr. Cookie... Well anyway, fine, he did... He stayed with me together with Klein and Nico in the same unit.
I told Lowe that living there has rules at least by keeping the house clean and livable... Lowe was okay at first but when time wnt by he became such a pain in the ass. He would always have something to say about everything... Fine I guess he was not really the type of person who would be so clean... "Seriously! uhhh he was all promises!"
One time I came from work and had a very stressful time. When I say stressful meaning super dooper stressful. That time the only thing in my mind was to rest peacefully... When I came home much to my suprice Klein and Nico was asleep "On My Bed" to me... Hmmm okay the life that you give to your friends by having a little confort by making them feel good by sleeping on my cushion and just feeling the confort...
Klein woke up on my presence I asked him why they were sleeping outside? Klein then said that lowes snor was too much to handle that they had to leave Lowe in our room to just snor his ass off... I went to the room thinking that atleast on my presence he would fold since I was the one who should be on that room sleeping. I got my pillows and my blanket and changed to me normal get up to bed. Fine he wasn't able to wake up maybe because he was too tired to even do so. I went down and kinda let them know that I wanted to sleep on my own cushion. Sadly they didn't even notice I was there.
Okay... fine so I guess I have to sleep on the floor... Heller! 1st of all I never dreamed on sleeping on the floor ever in my life. But sadly I did but just 5 mins or so!! Im sorry I just had to make my point! I texted Neb a good friend who lived in the same area but a different building. Common friend with klein and I. Thought about "Why should I even adjust to the fact that the three of us was paying rent and Lowe was not to even have the right to snor... Ce Horror! I am the one who offered him to stay right?! So why should I even adjust.... Fine I swollowed what I just said and took a comforter and spread it like a hard matress and layed down.... While I was laying down so many things went on my mind such as "Why was I even be the one sleeping on the floor but then my friends are having the time of their life on my cushion!!!" What a way to keep stress!
I dont know it just came to me like a sudden burst of emotion... Why am I even adjusting to what I am doing right now but then I see some friends who are sleeping on my cushion because they were complaining about the snor of someone who was just staying there for 2 weeks. I stood up went to the roon and got my favorite bag a towel, a shirt, under wear... grrrr I was so fucking furious that time and told Klein... " Ate sa bahay muna ako matutulog!" of course Klein was shocked that everyone who lived there woke up because of me saying how I feel about all of this.
After a few Klein texted me why did I act the way I did... Told him everything but then I didn't tell them about the fact that I wanted to sleep on my own bed. Eventually they found out about that because I told them. After staying with Neb airing all my concerns I finally decided to come home... Finally It was really my time to sleep after a whole night of stress and everything...
Carlos Sta. Ana who was a friend of Klein was the one who was told to be the replacement to Jp who was the "feeling lover of Nico who he felt like he was stalked"... Ah okay... parang hindi naman" Nico was feeling too "praning" because he was being text by this guy who has a crush on Jp... fine ka babawan?! Hello the looks of Nico he was the type you would say as a person who works as a "Pahinante" in the Pier! hahaha I like ER's but the way he is makes it really sexy... But still you wouldn't think he was the type to be stalked! I guess JP was just blinded by this ER to begin with....
After a week Carlos moved in because he was kinda Ingit just to the fact that we always have our slumber parties and thinking that we were having the time of our life... Based on my observation Carlos was there to just experienced what we placed to his mind... Like me one month advace so in other words he was a part of the people who lived at Carlton 1 5g.
Maniac sya... kakatakot in a way but i thought he was just there to partake of what was going on... Ingetera! One day Nico had a career as in someone that Nico likes... The nerve Carlos asked fopr this persons friendster, multipy, and G4M account... Ate Chaka yun!!! Carlos asked the guy behind Nico's back my gosh talk about ka-cheapan. Feeling niya mauubusan sya ng lalaki!!! Chaka yun?! Shempre for me since I was not the one who was concernd Keber!!! Deadma.. But then I found out he had sex with Lowe on the kitchen when I was sleeping!!! EWW kadiri?! sleep with a guest in the house that was so out!!!!
Carlos was actually the room mate of Nico but then Nico doesn't like sleeping in the same room with Carlos... Well if i was Nico I would feel the same. Nico then was sleeping on the living room with Klein... Well both of them actually loves staying and sleeping at the living room I guess they were brought up that way.
After a day Lowe finally said that he was moving out because... I guess he was ashamed that he had sex with Carlos... Of course when he left it was such an issue about what he said he was molested by Carlos... But on how he told us... It made us think that what Lowe did was purely lust. Ewww I cant even imagine Lowe fucking Carlos eww as in kadiri. The issue with them faded like a mist... It wasn't that big to talk about anyway...
Carlos was sleeping on there room and I was sleeping on Klein and I's room... Okay this is just small things but what I was in the room is I always share it to my room mate. Hair products are just hair products... Seriously I dont use so much of that because it makes my hair dry... One time since my favorite l'oreal clay was just one use nalang... Of course I would save it as if its the last, "for emergency porposes" It was just on the bathroom but then in replace to that I baught a gatsby clay for not so everyday use since I dont put that muck chemicals on my fabulous hair. Klein eventually used it all as well as my Citre Shine hairspray since I always have an emergency back-up hairspray from Lovely... Its super cheap but it works wonders...
Anyway there was this one time that I had a show... and it was New Years... we all know that it was hard to buy those things damn things during new years since that all of the places to go are closed... Honey I had a show that time... I know that one time I told Klein to buy hair products because he had finished all of mine... Well okay he did get a bench clay and a citre shine hairspray but it was all in his consumption... I felt bad because after he had finished all of my hair products he didn't even had time to leave me some when he knows that I have a show... I then ended up going to rustans shangri-la plaza to get a citre shine hairspray... Aberia yun aminin mo! I just let it passed since that lahat ng bagay kailangan ng bigayan!
One time I got into an arguement with Carlos of him being such a pain... Okay I know that I said some things about Nico and Klein as being this and that... those are just small things. Shempre that time I was so stressed because Klein wanted Carlos to be transfered to my room... This was after New Years... Klein was saying he feels bad for Nico because Nico doen't sleep where Carlos sleeps in... Which I know he doesn't anyway....
Klein openned the subject that Carlos should stay in the same room as I am staying because Klein was saying that "there was something in the room that he doesn't feel like sleeping there. Haay for me im actually wondering why Klein doesn't sleep in the same room as I am for quite some time... Although he has booking who go and have sex on the same room... But then Klein always say that he doesn't have sex on my cushion... Who is he fooling?! I know how my bed smells like eventhought you just sat on it I can really tell if you used it! Fine?! its okay as long as you wont tell me you really do... Sometimes its nice to know nothing that happens... Correct!
A week before new years Klein mentioned that Carlos was moving in... I was like Deadma Galore I know they weren't even serious of putting me with that annoying person. The thing what I hate about Carlos is his comments that he cant carry... Annoying as in when I annoying hello obnoxious the is the right term. I told Klein I dont think I would stand such a person. That week when Klein openned to Carlos that he was transfering to my room on my presence fine... You would really hate me by saying "No way!" Told Carlos I'm sorry honey... Its not you but its me?! I cannot be with someone I dont know in a room together plus Klein the reason why I moved in is that I know that your going to be my room mate... Fine... I was harsh on the presence of Carlos... Who cares that was what I felt, why should I even be plastic about my feelings.
One thing or another Carlos felt like nobody wants to be with him... Nico doesn't Even me cant wont even feel like he's moving in the same room as I do?! Klein took the initiative to tell me about "Hindi ka ba naawa sa ate mo? dito sa labas natutulog at hindi sa tunay nyang kuarto?" Im sorry tumaas lang ang kilay ko then. There was this one time that Nico did ask me if Carlos can transfer to my room... Because this and that!!! I wasn't really decided to the point that it was going to be that way... I consulted my friends Henry and Jhon and eventually asked Josh about it... Sadly Josh was so tactless to tell Klein about that... Of course Klein did not take it specially coming from Josh... And that time I was actuall y on the part of telling My best friends Henry and Jhon... Well since I dont have much visitors the way they do I should be granted to partee on my own room once in a while but then Klein did not approve of it Kesho may nagcomplain daw eh... Wala naman! I then told Klein outside Government that I wont allow Carlos to stay with me rather than Nico?! But then first of all Nico was the real room mate?! Why should I adjust to the part of Nico... Diba unfair yun?!
Naging super issue yun between Klein and I?! in my part ehy should I be the one to adjust with Nico's problem with Carlos! May point ako don diba!!!! Then sobrang nagalit sya din dahil sinabi ni Josh na kesho ganto kesho ganire!!! Leche?! nagkakagulo na tuloy... I can't understand why he always like to be a part of sometihing he doesn't need to be diba?!
Klein and I became so cold to each other then I found out Klein vacated and Carlos moved in! Completely no respect what so ever!!!! Then I realized its true that friends can eventually hurt you...
Living with Carlos was okay bareable meaning he was too clean but one things for sure he only thought about himself... Meaning whatever that made him comfortable staying with me... It also came to a point he was acctually trying to control me... I remember one time I had this dinner date that I told him about... Fine he wanted to go to glorietta to go shopping with me because he wanted to be like me... Stylish and fashion galore... Hello that time I swear when I was with him I was already going to buy this shirt... The time I was going to pay for it he told me he bought the same one but a different color!!! Hello what was he thinking!!!
My date then called me and said I'll be meeting him at greenbelt at CYMA... Finally it was time for me to escape that weird guy... My date then called but that time we where on the escalator I went so fast so that he wouldn't feel that I'm telling my date. "Thank you for saving my ass" sobrang that was the 1st shopping experience that I've ever felt so fucking wierd to the point that I was trying something and he was going to get the same one... Scary?! Single White Female... Pangit yun...
When it was time for my date... He didn't even said a word as in walked out completely... Anong gusto nya isama ko sya?! Heller?! Okay my date turned out really well that imagine my ultimate crush at govenment having dinner with me... Maganda yun at hindi biro... Ang Ganda ko! After dinner we went to a cocktail party then eventually went to government to party... He baught me a tab... How thoughtful but then when it was time to leave I did. He dropped me home...
Got home just in time... Still with amats and everything... Carlos woke up and said kamusta naman yung date mo?! Then told him Great he was this and that?! Sweet nya love him na?! Told him he baught me partee and first guy who likes me this year... Quite lang sya... Like I care... Next day super ang kulit nya and that time I was still sleeping then I said to him dont bother me if I'm sleeping if its not important dont even say it just the thought that yo want to wake me up...
Next day I heard from Klein that why was I like that to him because I parteed... This and that... Klein was just telling me things that Carlos was just saying behind me then Carlos all of a sudden telling me things that my mother tells me everytime she scolds me when I am doing things out of her reach... I then told Carlos... "Carlos this is enough?! specially coming from you?! you dont have any authority to tell me what I should or should not do?! I left the house because my Mom was all over me and now your telling me this?! Do me a favor stay out of my life?! I'll do what I want and you cant do anything about it?! Pakialaman mo ang buhay mo wag ako!"
Tumahimik lang sya... Sat there mukang nalugi?! I just dont know why people think their so close but there not! Okay so fine we had bonding times... I felt so comfortable told him things about my comments about Klein and Nico... Klein moved in with Nico but does not sleep on the same room? Sobrang Weird yun aminin mo?!
Just this week Carlos and I had dinner outside I've met with a very close friend of mine and asked me how am I already... Of course I not rude I introduced Cris to him kasi may breeding ako. Anyway I said this and that shempre he knows my living conditions since that he is my close friend... Okay so after dinner Cris left because he was going to meet someone?! I'm sure carreer ito... Very true...
Anyway Carlos and I was walking back to the house... I saw another friend of mine then he asked in front of Carlos. "Oh Ate kamusta naman yung issue nyo ni Klein!" Then I said Okay naman then he asked Carlos how he is then I said sige na Carlos mauna kana?!" My gosh ang lakas ng pandinig nya to the extent narinig nya what I said about Carlos... "Ssshhh wag ka maingay pakialamera yan at madaldal..." Deadma lang si Carlos then I thought about he was up to no good...
Hello we all love to gossip and we love that especially talking about people we know... Pure Chismis and here say... Carlos texted me... "Umuwi kana 8pm na baka ma-late ka!" Deep inside pinakikialaman nanaman ako then 8:15 na went upstairs already to get ready for work... Aba?! he was so moody and parang kinakati nanaman mangialam. oh course deadma lang diba you know I have a PHD for that... Then when I was souch in a hurry I left my hair iron on... And of course he told me everything bad about kesho nememerhuisho daw ako this and that... Then I said out of conviction. "Carlos baka nakakalimutan mo? At siguro dapat ipaalala ko sayo na hindi mo hawak ang oras ko?!" Then after that he texted me atleast ako hindi ako ng memirhuisho ng kasama ko sa bahay... Tulad nitong plantsa ng buhok mo... Hindi ko ito tatangalin sa saksakan para mag over heat at masira sya... Then I said... Oops sorry I was in such a hurry! Buti at nandyan ka paki tangal nalang sa saksak...
I was at the office the whole time enjoying my shift... Flirting with the straights doing everything that I always do... On my break looked at my cell no one has texted me... My break was done and calling again... It wasn't really a busy night... Then when I had a chance to look at my cell... Much to my surprise... I recieved 12 messenges with just one person... Telling me how bad I was, telling me that why was I talking about him behind his back, told him things that I remembered I only told that to Carlos because I was mad... Grabe just the fact that I said that you dont own my time and telling someone na daldalera sya... He crushed me to bits dahil don... Talk about trust?! Then I've never felt so uncomfortable in my life and it wasn't even the first he did that but then when he did it at first... I confronted him and told me he was sorry... He did it to me twice... ruining me to my friends what a menace a monster... Sobrang that was on called for bellow the belt... Thing like that should be discussed! When I went home I felt the hatred... Nico... didn't say a word... Klein did the same thing...
I texted Carlos, All I said was "Are you Happy now?" He didn't reply I slept the whole day and woke up saying nothing and Klein said this has to stop we had a discussion about that... I said my point that I would never be friends with someone who I can never trust... I was full of anger that time... I felt I was betrayed! So that was the feeling of being betrayed and he even stood up for it! The person I spent my New Years and introduced to all of my friends... The person who I told so many things, The person I tried to get along with, The person who I introduced to my Mom as my room mate and friend, was the person who distroyed me with just one blow.
Then I thought I have to get even... I texted my friend whom he likes... Since we spoke about him at our bedroom rumors. I texted the guy "Hey Jarwin, You know what Carlos told me? He said you where a kept boy! Is that true?" Eventually nahulasan yung guy texted him this and that... Darling that was just a teaser... Shit when I got home from work... Talk about someone who claims who has breeding... Sobrang galit na galit kasi Jarwin told him off... Hahaha He goes? What did you tell Jarwin? then I said... "Whatever you told me about him?!" diba totoo naman thats what you said?... Sobrang nagalit sya as in to the extent na he was going to throw an empty glass at me... As in grabe... Shempre natakot ako kasi ayoko mabangasan ng muka no?! I was just surprice Klein did not do anything to atleast play a role as a "Real" Friend...
I felt so uncomfortable and scared of going home... Shit imagine someone his size can just hit me in one blow... "Putang Ina hindi ko naman pinangarap na masapak ng hindi ko kilala masyado"... I called all of my friends including Red and Jerico I didn't know what to do?! They weren't available to take my call... Then eventually I called General Espino of Manila's finest a very close family friend of ours... He said I should just move out and not worry about anything else... He spoke to the chief of security at the condo to give me some assistance to pull out all of my stuff...
Before going back to the condo that person asked me what was the root of the dispute I told him everithing... Sobrang babaw natawa lang sya! Kahit ako eh natawa din... He then escorted me back to the condo he was there to observe the peace and Carlos and I should just sit down and talk... Okay finally we did we said sorry to one another but it wouldn't be the same... I told him everything on my mind one thing I know that moved him was when I said, "I tried to adjust and understand you!" and I was so tru to you?!" then he said he was the same with me! then last thing I said... Carlos, you dont need to tell me that... I just have one thing to say no wonder you dont have any friends finally know... "Plastik ka?!"
Then I went to bed, did not care less about what he was going to tell me... umalis nalang sya... The next day I then decided to just leave them... I packed all of my stuff next thing I know I could'nt even pull out my "own stuff" kasi Klein and Nico was not registered as the one who is leasing the unit. No other than the last tenant James Soliman... Grabe sobrang aberia... diba the admin told me I cant leave without a signiture with that person... The person lives at CGS but that person I dont even have the slightest clue of who he really is... Then told Nico that I needed the contract of lease... He said its in his locker and the no one has the key but him... That time he was at Bulacan talk about a great help...
While waiting for my laundry I slept Carlos then said "Hindi ka na ba mapipigilan?" from now on who do not exist. When I left this evening he said "Charles hangang ngayon paba galit kapa sakin?" What a question? Is he sick?! Shit! does he know what he was asking me?!
Went to Government tonight... With my best friend louie and burberry... I partied to celebrate my coming home party... Saw Klein, just smiled at him. I guess it wouldn't be the same after all.
I never thought even your closest friend can even hurt you. I am hurt and would take me a while to get back to the way we are... Im sorry but I dont think it would be the same. I haven't felt so much pain as I have right now. I guess thats just the way things are... You would really really know someone once you live with them... Very true indeed... But life must go on life is a learning experience
My 1st month was superb... Although I was not able to feel life as it was... i was actually adjusting. My room mates Nico an d Klein had a very intemate bond. Klein was my teacher, he taught me everything that needed to be learned... Such as living for tomorrow. Klein taught me so many things about saving for my future and live the way I should live within my control, he has taught me so much that I've forgotten how it felt like to live with my mothers shadow. All the splendour everything I dreamed about only I know how it felt like. Klein was the one who showed me how to live and how to spend for myself.
Nico on the other hand was someone who was a sweer heart. The apple of my eye for his amaizing personality... He was very misterious in a way that only he can possess.
It was 2nd week of november weve all paid out advances for our rent... We started with nothing but bit by bit our house became as livable as posible. I remember when it was time to go to Government I always made sure that I would be treated as the way I was treated. Respect as the only Queen of Government would endure. I know that for a fact that Nico would be slirting and would party the way I am... Sady he doesn't. In his size you wouldn't think he was the type that sleeps around but he does. I respected that because that was his nature. Klein... The best friend I've ever had was the type that knows how to have fun, eventhough he was attached with his partner Ian "of course it was just between us that he sleeps or have sex with others behind his boyfriends nose". Funny but I believe living with these people made me realize that the world doesn't revolve with just one person like myself...
3rd week a really good friend of mine Carlo Aquilizan asked me if he could stay just for two weeks. Of course I also have to ask my house mates Nico and Klein about what they think about Lowe moving in for two weeks... Have I told you... I know I did lowe was my Mr. Cookie... Well anyway, fine, he did... He stayed with me together with Klein and Nico in the same unit.
I told Lowe that living there has rules at least by keeping the house clean and livable... Lowe was okay at first but when time wnt by he became such a pain in the ass. He would always have something to say about everything... Fine I guess he was not really the type of person who would be so clean... "Seriously! uhhh he was all promises!"
One time I came from work and had a very stressful time. When I say stressful meaning super dooper stressful. That time the only thing in my mind was to rest peacefully... When I came home much to my suprice Klein and Nico was asleep "On My Bed" to me... Hmmm okay the life that you give to your friends by having a little confort by making them feel good by sleeping on my cushion and just feeling the confort...
Klein woke up on my presence I asked him why they were sleeping outside? Klein then said that lowes snor was too much to handle that they had to leave Lowe in our room to just snor his ass off... I went to the room thinking that atleast on my presence he would fold since I was the one who should be on that room sleeping. I got my pillows and my blanket and changed to me normal get up to bed. Fine he wasn't able to wake up maybe because he was too tired to even do so. I went down and kinda let them know that I wanted to sleep on my own cushion. Sadly they didn't even notice I was there.
Okay... fine so I guess I have to sleep on the floor... Heller! 1st of all I never dreamed on sleeping on the floor ever in my life. But sadly I did but just 5 mins or so!! Im sorry I just had to make my point! I texted Neb a good friend who lived in the same area but a different building. Common friend with klein and I. Thought about "Why should I even adjust to the fact that the three of us was paying rent and Lowe was not to even have the right to snor... Ce Horror! I am the one who offered him to stay right?! So why should I even adjust.... Fine I swollowed what I just said and took a comforter and spread it like a hard matress and layed down.... While I was laying down so many things went on my mind such as "Why was I even be the one sleeping on the floor but then my friends are having the time of their life on my cushion!!!" What a way to keep stress!
I dont know it just came to me like a sudden burst of emotion... Why am I even adjusting to what I am doing right now but then I see some friends who are sleeping on my cushion because they were complaining about the snor of someone who was just staying there for 2 weeks. I stood up went to the roon and got my favorite bag a towel, a shirt, under wear... grrrr I was so fucking furious that time and told Klein... " Ate sa bahay muna ako matutulog!" of course Klein was shocked that everyone who lived there woke up because of me saying how I feel about all of this.
After a few Klein texted me why did I act the way I did... Told him everything but then I didn't tell them about the fact that I wanted to sleep on my own bed. Eventually they found out about that because I told them. After staying with Neb airing all my concerns I finally decided to come home... Finally It was really my time to sleep after a whole night of stress and everything...
Carlos Sta. Ana who was a friend of Klein was the one who was told to be the replacement to Jp who was the "feeling lover of Nico who he felt like he was stalked"... Ah okay... parang hindi naman" Nico was feeling too "praning" because he was being text by this guy who has a crush on Jp... fine ka babawan?! Hello the looks of Nico he was the type you would say as a person who works as a "Pahinante" in the Pier! hahaha I like ER's but the way he is makes it really sexy... But still you wouldn't think he was the type to be stalked! I guess JP was just blinded by this ER to begin with....
After a week Carlos moved in because he was kinda Ingit just to the fact that we always have our slumber parties and thinking that we were having the time of our life... Based on my observation Carlos was there to just experienced what we placed to his mind... Like me one month advace so in other words he was a part of the people who lived at Carlton 1 5g.
Maniac sya... kakatakot in a way but i thought he was just there to partake of what was going on... Ingetera! One day Nico had a career as in someone that Nico likes... The nerve Carlos asked fopr this persons friendster, multipy, and G4M account... Ate Chaka yun!!! Carlos asked the guy behind Nico's back my gosh talk about ka-cheapan. Feeling niya mauubusan sya ng lalaki!!! Chaka yun?! Shempre for me since I was not the one who was concernd Keber!!! Deadma.. But then I found out he had sex with Lowe on the kitchen when I was sleeping!!! EWW kadiri?! sleep with a guest in the house that was so out!!!!
Carlos was actually the room mate of Nico but then Nico doesn't like sleeping in the same room with Carlos... Well if i was Nico I would feel the same. Nico then was sleeping on the living room with Klein... Well both of them actually loves staying and sleeping at the living room I guess they were brought up that way.
After a day Lowe finally said that he was moving out because... I guess he was ashamed that he had sex with Carlos... Of course when he left it was such an issue about what he said he was molested by Carlos... But on how he told us... It made us think that what Lowe did was purely lust. Ewww I cant even imagine Lowe fucking Carlos eww as in kadiri. The issue with them faded like a mist... It wasn't that big to talk about anyway...
Carlos was sleeping on there room and I was sleeping on Klein and I's room... Okay this is just small things but what I was in the room is I always share it to my room mate. Hair products are just hair products... Seriously I dont use so much of that because it makes my hair dry... One time since my favorite l'oreal clay was just one use nalang... Of course I would save it as if its the last, "for emergency porposes" It was just on the bathroom but then in replace to that I baught a gatsby clay for not so everyday use since I dont put that muck chemicals on my fabulous hair. Klein eventually used it all as well as my Citre Shine hairspray since I always have an emergency back-up hairspray from Lovely... Its super cheap but it works wonders...
Anyway there was this one time that I had a show... and it was New Years... we all know that it was hard to buy those things damn things during new years since that all of the places to go are closed... Honey I had a show that time... I know that one time I told Klein to buy hair products because he had finished all of mine... Well okay he did get a bench clay and a citre shine hairspray but it was all in his consumption... I felt bad because after he had finished all of my hair products he didn't even had time to leave me some when he knows that I have a show... I then ended up going to rustans shangri-la plaza to get a citre shine hairspray... Aberia yun aminin mo! I just let it passed since that lahat ng bagay kailangan ng bigayan!
One time I got into an arguement with Carlos of him being such a pain... Okay I know that I said some things about Nico and Klein as being this and that... those are just small things. Shempre that time I was so stressed because Klein wanted Carlos to be transfered to my room... This was after New Years... Klein was saying he feels bad for Nico because Nico doen't sleep where Carlos sleeps in... Which I know he doesn't anyway....
Klein openned the subject that Carlos should stay in the same room as I am staying because Klein was saying that "there was something in the room that he doesn't feel like sleeping there. Haay for me im actually wondering why Klein doesn't sleep in the same room as I am for quite some time... Although he has booking who go and have sex on the same room... But then Klein always say that he doesn't have sex on my cushion... Who is he fooling?! I know how my bed smells like eventhought you just sat on it I can really tell if you used it! Fine?! its okay as long as you wont tell me you really do... Sometimes its nice to know nothing that happens... Correct!
A week before new years Klein mentioned that Carlos was moving in... I was like Deadma Galore I know they weren't even serious of putting me with that annoying person. The thing what I hate about Carlos is his comments that he cant carry... Annoying as in when I annoying hello obnoxious the is the right term. I told Klein I dont think I would stand such a person. That week when Klein openned to Carlos that he was transfering to my room on my presence fine... You would really hate me by saying "No way!" Told Carlos I'm sorry honey... Its not you but its me?! I cannot be with someone I dont know in a room together plus Klein the reason why I moved in is that I know that your going to be my room mate... Fine... I was harsh on the presence of Carlos... Who cares that was what I felt, why should I even be plastic about my feelings.
One thing or another Carlos felt like nobody wants to be with him... Nico doesn't Even me cant wont even feel like he's moving in the same room as I do?! Klein took the initiative to tell me about "Hindi ka ba naawa sa ate mo? dito sa labas natutulog at hindi sa tunay nyang kuarto?" Im sorry tumaas lang ang kilay ko then. There was this one time that Nico did ask me if Carlos can transfer to my room... Because this and that!!! I wasn't really decided to the point that it was going to be that way... I consulted my friends Henry and Jhon and eventually asked Josh about it... Sadly Josh was so tactless to tell Klein about that... Of course Klein did not take it specially coming from Josh... And that time I was actuall y on the part of telling My best friends Henry and Jhon... Well since I dont have much visitors the way they do I should be granted to partee on my own room once in a while but then Klein did not approve of it Kesho may nagcomplain daw eh... Wala naman! I then told Klein outside Government that I wont allow Carlos to stay with me rather than Nico?! But then first of all Nico was the real room mate?! Why should I adjust to the part of Nico... Diba unfair yun?!
Naging super issue yun between Klein and I?! in my part ehy should I be the one to adjust with Nico's problem with Carlos! May point ako don diba!!!! Then sobrang nagalit sya din dahil sinabi ni Josh na kesho ganto kesho ganire!!! Leche?! nagkakagulo na tuloy... I can't understand why he always like to be a part of sometihing he doesn't need to be diba?!
Klein and I became so cold to each other then I found out Klein vacated and Carlos moved in! Completely no respect what so ever!!!! Then I realized its true that friends can eventually hurt you...
Living with Carlos was okay bareable meaning he was too clean but one things for sure he only thought about himself... Meaning whatever that made him comfortable staying with me... It also came to a point he was acctually trying to control me... I remember one time I had this dinner date that I told him about... Fine he wanted to go to glorietta to go shopping with me because he wanted to be like me... Stylish and fashion galore... Hello that time I swear when I was with him I was already going to buy this shirt... The time I was going to pay for it he told me he bought the same one but a different color!!! Hello what was he thinking!!!
My date then called me and said I'll be meeting him at greenbelt at CYMA... Finally it was time for me to escape that weird guy... My date then called but that time we where on the escalator I went so fast so that he wouldn't feel that I'm telling my date. "Thank you for saving my ass" sobrang that was the 1st shopping experience that I've ever felt so fucking wierd to the point that I was trying something and he was going to get the same one... Scary?! Single White Female... Pangit yun...
When it was time for my date... He didn't even said a word as in walked out completely... Anong gusto nya isama ko sya?! Heller?! Okay my date turned out really well that imagine my ultimate crush at govenment having dinner with me... Maganda yun at hindi biro... Ang Ganda ko! After dinner we went to a cocktail party then eventually went to government to party... He baught me a tab... How thoughtful but then when it was time to leave I did. He dropped me home...
Got home just in time... Still with amats and everything... Carlos woke up and said kamusta naman yung date mo?! Then told him Great he was this and that?! Sweet nya love him na?! Told him he baught me partee and first guy who likes me this year... Quite lang sya... Like I care... Next day super ang kulit nya and that time I was still sleeping then I said to him dont bother me if I'm sleeping if its not important dont even say it just the thought that yo want to wake me up...
Next day I heard from Klein that why was I like that to him because I parteed... This and that... Klein was just telling me things that Carlos was just saying behind me then Carlos all of a sudden telling me things that my mother tells me everytime she scolds me when I am doing things out of her reach... I then told Carlos... "Carlos this is enough?! specially coming from you?! you dont have any authority to tell me what I should or should not do?! I left the house because my Mom was all over me and now your telling me this?! Do me a favor stay out of my life?! I'll do what I want and you cant do anything about it?! Pakialaman mo ang buhay mo wag ako!"
Tumahimik lang sya... Sat there mukang nalugi?! I just dont know why people think their so close but there not! Okay so fine we had bonding times... I felt so comfortable told him things about my comments about Klein and Nico... Klein moved in with Nico but does not sleep on the same room? Sobrang Weird yun aminin mo?!
Just this week Carlos and I had dinner outside I've met with a very close friend of mine and asked me how am I already... Of course I not rude I introduced Cris to him kasi may breeding ako. Anyway I said this and that shempre he knows my living conditions since that he is my close friend... Okay so after dinner Cris left because he was going to meet someone?! I'm sure carreer ito... Very true...
Anyway Carlos and I was walking back to the house... I saw another friend of mine then he asked in front of Carlos. "Oh Ate kamusta naman yung issue nyo ni Klein!" Then I said Okay naman then he asked Carlos how he is then I said sige na Carlos mauna kana?!" My gosh ang lakas ng pandinig nya to the extent narinig nya what I said about Carlos... "Ssshhh wag ka maingay pakialamera yan at madaldal..." Deadma lang si Carlos then I thought about he was up to no good...
Hello we all love to gossip and we love that especially talking about people we know... Pure Chismis and here say... Carlos texted me... "Umuwi kana 8pm na baka ma-late ka!" Deep inside pinakikialaman nanaman ako then 8:15 na went upstairs already to get ready for work... Aba?! he was so moody and parang kinakati nanaman mangialam. oh course deadma lang diba you know I have a PHD for that... Then when I was souch in a hurry I left my hair iron on... And of course he told me everything bad about kesho nememerhuisho daw ako this and that... Then I said out of conviction. "Carlos baka nakakalimutan mo? At siguro dapat ipaalala ko sayo na hindi mo hawak ang oras ko?!" Then after that he texted me atleast ako hindi ako ng memirhuisho ng kasama ko sa bahay... Tulad nitong plantsa ng buhok mo... Hindi ko ito tatangalin sa saksakan para mag over heat at masira sya... Then I said... Oops sorry I was in such a hurry! Buti at nandyan ka paki tangal nalang sa saksak...
I was at the office the whole time enjoying my shift... Flirting with the straights doing everything that I always do... On my break looked at my cell no one has texted me... My break was done and calling again... It wasn't really a busy night... Then when I had a chance to look at my cell... Much to my surprise... I recieved 12 messenges with just one person... Telling me how bad I was, telling me that why was I talking about him behind his back, told him things that I remembered I only told that to Carlos because I was mad... Grabe just the fact that I said that you dont own my time and telling someone na daldalera sya... He crushed me to bits dahil don... Talk about trust?! Then I've never felt so uncomfortable in my life and it wasn't even the first he did that but then when he did it at first... I confronted him and told me he was sorry... He did it to me twice... ruining me to my friends what a menace a monster... Sobrang that was on called for bellow the belt... Thing like that should be discussed! When I went home I felt the hatred... Nico... didn't say a word... Klein did the same thing...
I texted Carlos, All I said was "Are you Happy now?" He didn't reply I slept the whole day and woke up saying nothing and Klein said this has to stop we had a discussion about that... I said my point that I would never be friends with someone who I can never trust... I was full of anger that time... I felt I was betrayed! So that was the feeling of being betrayed and he even stood up for it! The person I spent my New Years and introduced to all of my friends... The person who I told so many things, The person I tried to get along with, The person who I introduced to my Mom as my room mate and friend, was the person who distroyed me with just one blow.
Then I thought I have to get even... I texted my friend whom he likes... Since we spoke about him at our bedroom rumors. I texted the guy "Hey Jarwin, You know what Carlos told me? He said you where a kept boy! Is that true?" Eventually nahulasan yung guy texted him this and that... Darling that was just a teaser... Shit when I got home from work... Talk about someone who claims who has breeding... Sobrang galit na galit kasi Jarwin told him off... Hahaha He goes? What did you tell Jarwin? then I said... "Whatever you told me about him?!" diba totoo naman thats what you said?... Sobrang nagalit sya as in to the extent na he was going to throw an empty glass at me... As in grabe... Shempre natakot ako kasi ayoko mabangasan ng muka no?! I was just surprice Klein did not do anything to atleast play a role as a "Real" Friend...
I felt so uncomfortable and scared of going home... Shit imagine someone his size can just hit me in one blow... "Putang Ina hindi ko naman pinangarap na masapak ng hindi ko kilala masyado"... I called all of my friends including Red and Jerico I didn't know what to do?! They weren't available to take my call... Then eventually I called General Espino of Manila's finest a very close family friend of ours... He said I should just move out and not worry about anything else... He spoke to the chief of security at the condo to give me some assistance to pull out all of my stuff...
Before going back to the condo that person asked me what was the root of the dispute I told him everithing... Sobrang babaw natawa lang sya! Kahit ako eh natawa din... He then escorted me back to the condo he was there to observe the peace and Carlos and I should just sit down and talk... Okay finally we did we said sorry to one another but it wouldn't be the same... I told him everything on my mind one thing I know that moved him was when I said, "I tried to adjust and understand you!" and I was so tru to you?!" then he said he was the same with me! then last thing I said... Carlos, you dont need to tell me that... I just have one thing to say no wonder you dont have any friends finally know... "Plastik ka?!"
Then I went to bed, did not care less about what he was going to tell me... umalis nalang sya... The next day I then decided to just leave them... I packed all of my stuff next thing I know I could'nt even pull out my "own stuff" kasi Klein and Nico was not registered as the one who is leasing the unit. No other than the last tenant James Soliman... Grabe sobrang aberia... diba the admin told me I cant leave without a signiture with that person... The person lives at CGS but that person I dont even have the slightest clue of who he really is... Then told Nico that I needed the contract of lease... He said its in his locker and the no one has the key but him... That time he was at Bulacan talk about a great help...
While waiting for my laundry I slept Carlos then said "Hindi ka na ba mapipigilan?" from now on who do not exist. When I left this evening he said "Charles hangang ngayon paba galit kapa sakin?" What a question? Is he sick?! Shit! does he know what he was asking me?!
Went to Government tonight... With my best friend louie and burberry... I partied to celebrate my coming home party... Saw Klein, just smiled at him. I guess it wouldn't be the same after all.
I never thought even your closest friend can even hurt you. I am hurt and would take me a while to get back to the way we are... Im sorry but I dont think it would be the same. I haven't felt so much pain as I have right now. I guess thats just the way things are... You would really really know someone once you live with them... Very true indeed... But life must go on life is a learning experience
The Greatest Learning Experience
I am finally home... Henry and Jhon just dropped me home from a ride of my life as a "single life individual" In search of what life has to offer. What ever I experinced was hell... It felt like living on a planet where in it circulates to only four people...
Sorry Umaamats ako ng mga time na to... Tangina!!! Shit nakakahiya.... hehehe
Sorry Umaamats ako ng mga time na to... Tangina!!! Shit nakakahiya.... hehehe
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